July, 17

Today...it turned out to be one of those gloomy days for me. Well, one really horrible thing had happened to me today though, and some awful mood swings! I’m quite unsure the reasons behind this turmoil I got deep down, but what I can tell is that I’m not feeling as contented as I have been these days. I won’t go too much on that as I just couldn’t be bothered to waste my time mentioning them here. As a matter of fact, i don't really fancy the idea of being so emo on blogs...hmm...till later!

Truly felt as if i'm being stabbed at the back...Neesa

The Best Moments in Life

Which are yours? : )

1. Falling in LOVE

2. Laughing till your stomach hurts.

3. Enjoying a ride down the country side.

4. Listening to your favorite song on the radio.

5. Going to sleep listening to the rain pouring outside.

6. Getting out of the shower and wrapping yourself with a warm, fuzzy towel.

7. Passing your final exams with good grades.

8. Being part of an interesting conversation.

9. Finding some money in some old pants.

10. Laughing at yourself.

11. Sharing a wonderful dinner with all your friends.

12. Laughing without a reason.

13. 'Accidentally' hearing someone say something good about you.

14. Watching the sunset.

15. Listening to a song that reminds you of an important person in your life.

16. Receiving or giving your first kiss.

17. Feeling this movement in your body when seeing this 'special' someone.

18. Having a great time with your friends.

19. Seeing the one you love happy.

20. Wearing the shirt of a person you love and smelling his/her perfume or scent.

21. Visiting an old friend of yours and remembering great memories.

22. Hearing someone telling you 'I LOVE YOU'

Had u done or encounter anything from the list lately?? Watever that thing is, it definitely had made u smile all day long n feel more 'alive'...enjoy n treasure the moment ayte! XOXO

Truly awaits...Neesa

My list of wishes

I was blog-hopping this mrng and guess wat...my 'partner-in-crime' is thinking of getting married!!! OMG...i mean i was speechless for a while n then, without realising it, i was LMFAO...ehe...This is his direct confession, I quote " When I looked at it, somehow, mcm rasa kan kahwin pulang aku ah!"

Deep down i really envy ppl who had a clear picture in what they actually want in their life...how do they picture themselves within 5 yrs time, 10 yrs time...i mean seriously! i really, really need to have a grip...to know my sense of direction in life, what am i supposed to achieve, get or obtain within these 5 yrs...i'm soo not getting any younger (but im young at heart plng tu...ehe). Each and evryone yg i noe ada their own wishlists on they want to do in life...at least, that will keep them going n will make them to stay focus in whatever things that they wanna do...as for me, i had this thing wif the saying "...juz go wif the flow"...it stayed in my head for years now since i'm in secondary...back then, for me, life is juz like the song "...que sera sera...whatever will be, will be"...it's like 'kitani hanya merancang, tapi HE will decide watever gona happen to us'...but i know plng, it's actually in u...it's up 2 u to decide what fates can bring in ur life...it's u who decide who u really want to be...coz u noe who u really are n u noe what's the best for ur life...

I evr ask a person few mnths back to imagine himself within 5 yrs time, what will he see? At that tym, i thought it was a difficult question for him...he juz reply that it was an easy one...huhu...ooo well, mana jua sama kn...i might find it difficult, he might find it easy...mcm he needs no extra tym to evn think abt the ans, he juz immediately replied my question without any hesitation. I quote "dat's easy...I got myself a new car, at least a SUV and a simple car, if possible ada rumah sendiri, and be ready...to marry my woman" *winks*

He actually do hv a good sense of direction in life (mcm WOW...ada udh future plannya...ehe...good for him!) As for me, being the first child in the family, for sure...i'm gonna be the bread winner one day...i should be having...i dun know...some sort of plan to improve myself educationally or financially wise...both that gonna make me a much more better person than I'm currently am...the way that i'm saying now...it's not that i dun think much of my future...I really, really do...i know how important it's to be responsible for my own family...especially since my siblings ani semuanya girls...

Among other plans, i'm definitely sure of 1 thing...dengan izin Tuhan nanti someday, i really want to proceed my study to degree level...mybe doing the Human Resource Management or Public Admin...i always be keen to work at HR department i since i like to see different kind of people, watch their behaviour (busy body jua banar...ehe) It kinda fascinates me sometimes...when i went out or anything...i always tend to look at others and see how they treat ppl around them...ehe...kinda observant at tyms...ehe...

Owkie dokie...back to the topic...basically now...i had few plans draft out for my own future...honestly, not few...its lots of it...to be exact, ada lh dlm 15 catu...haha...u wana know? u really, really wana know? bnar? bnar kn? tipu ni? ehe...i can tell u but after that, i hv to kill u...*LOL* plans...it really important in life...as i told u earlier, it keeps u from straying away...it keeps u focus on what u shud have been doing...but...it's merely nothing if no one executed it...so, in order to achieve it, u need to work to make u earn it...no pains, no gains my fren...

Remember Mandy Moore in 'A Walk To Remember'....i definitely love her character...her determination to live her life to the fullest although she knew that she's dying and everything really inspires me...her boyfriend, a character played by Shane West really outdone himself by trying to fulfill each and everything that his girl had wished for...he even ended up having his own wishlist, for instance, to enroll in the medical college by which he actually did towards the end of the movie...so sweet that they ended up together although their marriage is only lasted for 1 summer...panjang atau pendeknya kebahagiaan itu tidak penting, yg penting adalah the memories itself and how much we actually treasure or cherish those moments...agree wif me?

Owh yea...as of now, I had my wishlist ready and soo much looking forward for all of it to come true...kinda cool huh...it's like u're going into the 'unknown'...life is really an adventure...have u got them ready yet? Enjoy wishlisting... that's all for now >_<

Truly looking forward for the No.1 in my wishlist to come true...Neesa

A quickie!

Little things for him that seems 'big' for her:

1. Hugs from behind...definitely!!!
2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other (plz don't make her grab yours)
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her
4. Cuddle with her
5. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING (basic rule guys)
   
6. Write little notes (it actually kinda romantic to do this once in a while...)
   
7. Compliment her Honestly
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible
9. Be super duper sweet to her
10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams (even it will only last for a few seconds, we really do appreciate the thought of him calling before he went to bed)
    
11. Comfort her when she cries
12. Wipe away her tears
13. Love her with all your heart
14. Be a gentleman (for eg. hold the door for her)
15. Don't let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back to her eventually & DON'T ever act differently in front of your friends than you are when its just you and her!!! Don't be a hypocrite...
    
16. Take her for a long walk at night!
17. Always bring a blanket where ever you go outside when its cold to comfort her and hold her close
18. Lastly...NEVER EVER LIE TO HER! because then she will think everything you ever said to her was a lie, even "i love you"

Went out with him on Wednesday...it's been 3 wks we didn't meet up, been bz wif assignments and other stuffs lately. It was super AWESOME!!! Both of us accidentally wear the same colour and he had a new hair cut...me like...oh happiness in my heart! My heart was all over the world that night. Waa...all that i wanted to do at that tym was screaming in the car but then again, hmm...i don't want other cars driving passed us to think that i was molested or 'you know what i mean'. Huhu...so, nda lh ku jd kn teriak :P

Truly MMHA's...Neesa