How perfect is a perfect life?

Define perfect? I'm sure each and evryone define it differently since each hv different priorities n goals setting in life...how perfect is a perfect life to u? Does it come with high salary evry mnth, branded cars? Big house? High education level? Luxurious belongings? Notice that all of these are of materials...what abt having a complete family? A family dinner evrynyte at home? Staying at home whenevr u're free coz it's feel so much better than the outside? Be able to meet n talk to ur parents instead of juz seeing them occasionally? Be able to share ur moments, regardless whether it's a happy or a sad one with ur best fren? Playing wif ur siblings or cuzen mazen? Finding ur soulmate? Be able to experience all ur moments together wif ur beloved one?

Nowadays, some ppl misunderstood what is actually a perfect life? It's all abt the money...it's all abt the competition...seriously, we really do need the money to get going in life...but, is that all? Can money buy health? Can money buy ur own happiness? Can money buy loyalty? I doubt so...

What is perfect to me? I define it as to be able to find sumone dat's accepting who u really2 are...who never leaves u when u need help the most, who never judge u whenver u're making a mistake, who cries when u cries, who hold ur hands when u're scared, who listen when u need someone to talk to, who juz being there when u need accompany...other than dat, having dinner wif family sma2, spent tym wif them coz they are wat matters the most...my 1st priority, especially my parents...coz they're always ther when i need them the most although i dun share some of my problems wif them...the bond will always be there eventhough i'm in my twenties now...

"Good life starts only when u stop wanting a better one" - which is definitely true...i dun want a better one coz i got evrything dat i need...n to evn stop thinking abt ppl dat doesn't deserve my thought coz they're doesn't matter much in my life...i got better things to do...n yea, awk who understands me ultimately...ehe...u really do matter so much to me...for everything dat's u've done...u're my perfect life as well...n dat's make u my Wonderman *LOL*


Truly having a perfect life...Neesa

Ambuyat-ing

Last Wednesday, babu n kaka d dapur were kind enough to sediakn some of us ambuyat to mkn sama2 tym dinner...it was fun since mkn beramai2 kn...n the sambal was...fuh...ehe...i like the bonding dat we hv here at the hstl...it's juz like one for all and all for one...

Hstl gurls & boys ambuyat-ing session...

Me, Joy & Zian
notice the hand, org kuat hstl ni kalau kn tau *jgn mare ah Zian...peace*

And all were gone...haha *LOL*

Truly reporting from SVNR Hstl...Neesa

Hstl Events

SVNR Hall...
this is where evry majlis in the hstl took place...tersusun rapi kn?

My ITB juniors @ Decoration team...
Frm Left: Dede, Khaty (my roomate), Myself, Vivi, Emma, Chris, CTO

Being vain after the stage were done...*click2*

Boring eyh...mcm kn se abad ku mnunggu kn me-upload photos...ani nganya yg i managed...yg lain2, kecundang d tengah2 jln *sigh*

Truly nda dpt kn show-off rh kmu d other pics...Neesa

20.08.2008

I like today's date better than the triple 08 which is the 08.08.2008...the one yg menjadi kegilaan ramai tahun ani...ehe...the double 2008 is obviously better for me...duno wat's the reason behind it but in my opinion...it's definitely lawa dan lagi lawa! Oh yea...di kesempatan ini juga, saya ingin mengucapkan selamat hari jadi kepada si kwn ku...namanya femes plng tu, tp aku panggil ia MasJu saja...ehe...a year older means a year wiser kay babe...thanks for being there when i need anything...moga2 awk dengan ehem-ehem awk senantiasa bahagia n lovey-dovey always : )

MMHA...aku memujimu hingga jauh...terdengar syahdu ke angkasa...rintihan hatiku memanggilmu...dapatkah kau dengar nyawa hidupku? It's been 22 days dat we've been apart n i finally got to meet u today! Deep down...i'm impressed with how's u handle ur own life independently, being so mature and all that...evn i hardly can do it...i like the way u think, the way u talk n the way u justify things...up till i had no answer to ur qns n u left me stutter sometimes...ehe...the way u lead ur life, being simple n evrything is under moderation...it's u being smart and mature that caught my attention...MMHA...i will memujimu hingga jauh terdengar syahdu ke angkasa coz u deserve it n i'm proud of u! : )

Really can't wait for my life in ITB to be over...i hope that evrything will end in a blink of eye n i'm finally free...huhu...it's not that i hate all the books, lectures or the tutorials...juz dun feel like ITB is fun lagi...it's more of like juz bare n normal...i need a new environment, n i'm gonna get it ryt after xam nanti...SCB, here i come!!! ehe...can't wait to be back in the working world, but not sure this tym i'm gonna assigned at which outlet, Seria or KB...hopefully KB lh coz got more customers to attend, more hrs of working which definitely equivalent to more ka-ching for me...haha...*udahnya...krg mun bekaraja, strez tia lg wif ulah customers yg pelik2 n yg fussy..mau2 th kn belajar lg balik...bummer...nda ku pham!*

Boo~biar tia eyh, janji ada income evry mnth to keep me going wif my spending behaviour...ehe... siuk lg earn ur hard money rather than asking blindly frm ur parents...ryt? Well, that's my thought plng, bagi yg nda pernah mencuba...gv it a try, u will feel the satisfaction of earning ur own hard cash! even it's juz a small amt, the feeling is lain bh...compared wen u asking money frm ur indung...u will feel puas and in control...kn bali barang2 yg maha useless pun nda kna marah...psal apa nh...it's ur own money kn...nda ja? Ja~ehe...

Miz my collegues back in KB n Seria...most of them are chinese, get to know their way of living...like celebrate CNY wif them...join 'illegal' stuff or actions back then...shhh...ehe...for instance, join durang men-drifting d Seria, balik till very the late coz we hang out n talk n keep on talking abt work...kira kn buang strez (apalagi..sesi bergossip n mengumpat) n esknya hv to bngn awl lg...kn krja...the day im having my break is on Sunday sja...dat's the tym where i used to bngn really, really late n byr hutang all my sleeping hrs! Coz rugi jua f kn cuti tym weekdays, coz our salary based on hourly rate, so...better try to work as maximum hrs as i can n at the end of the mnth...apalg, kita enjoy!!! haha...gosh, wat a life back then...i dun evn hv to worry abt anything, ada plng tu..tp psal customers sja lh...yg lain2...not so mch...my probs only during office hrs, after that...i really enjoy having fun wif my colleagues coz semuanya nda ambung, and furthermore all r singles, no obligation...so we can do basically anything...haha...Fung, Jeff, Jenny, Mar, Liz, Siti, Emmy...miz u guys to the max!!! U're the bestest...u dun judge ppl...u juz accept ppl seadanya mereka n that's make u guys more awesomer...haha!


Truly menyukai double 2008...Neesa

Management Course???

Lesson 1

A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbour. Before she says a word, Bob says, 'I'll give you £800 to drop that towel.' After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob. After a few seconds, Bob hands her £800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, 'Who was that?' 'It was Bob the next door neighbour,' she replies. 'Great!' the husband says, 'did he say anything about the £800 he owes me?'

Moral of the story:
If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure.

Lesson 2

A priest offered a Nun a lift. She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown to reveal a leg. The priest nearly had an accident. After controlling the car, he stealthily slid his hand up her leg. The nun said, 'Father, remember Psalm 129?' The priest removed his hand. But, changing gears, he let his hand slide up her leg again. The nun once again said, 'Father, remember Psalm 129?' The priest apologised 'Sorry sister but the flesh is weak.' Arriving at the convent, the nun went on her way. On his arrival at the church, the priest rushed to look up Psalm 129. It said, 'Go forth and seek, further up, you will find glory.'

Moral of the story:
If you are not well informed in your job, you might miss a great opportunity.

Lesson 3

A sales rep, an administration clerk, and the manager are walking to lunch when they find an antique oil lamp. They rub it and a Genie comes out. The Genie says, 'I'll give each of you just one wish.' Me first! Me first!' says the admin clerk. 'I want to be in the Bahamas , driving a speedboat, without a care in the world.' Puff! She's gone. Me next! Me next!' says the sales rep. 'I want to be in Hawaii , relaxing on the beach with my personal masseuse, an endless supply of Pina Coladas and the love of my life.' Puff! He's gone. 'OK, you're up,' the Genie says to the manager. The manager says, 'I want those two back in the office after lunch.'

Moral of the story:
Always let your boss have the first say.

Lesson 4

An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing nothing. A small rabbit saw the eagle and asked him, 'Can I also sit like you and do nothing?' The eagle answered: 'Sure, why not.' So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the eagle and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it.

Moral of the story:
To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.

Lesson 5

A turkey was chatting with a bull. 'I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree,' sighed the turkey, 'but I haven't got the energy.' 'Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?' replied the bull. They're packed with nutrients.' The turkey pecked at a lump of dung, and found it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree. The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch. Finally after a fourth night, the turkey was proudly perched at the top of the tree. He was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot him out of the tree.

Moral of the story:
Bullshit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there.

Lesson 6

A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field. While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was. The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird d singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.


Morals of the story:
(1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy
(2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend
(3) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut!

Found this in my email...sumone sent me these few mnths back...ehe...management lessons are juz scattered everywhere...juz need a little bit of ur critical thinking to find n analyse it thru'...do enjoy it ppl!*LOL*

Truly wondering whether i can run my own biz someday?...Neesa

BPP???

Johnny wanted to screw a girl in his office...but she belonged to someone else...One day Johnny got so frustrated that he went up to her and said I'll give you a 1000 dollars if you let me screw you...but the girl said NO. Johnny said I'll be fast, I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down, I'll be finished by the time you pick it up. She thought for a moment and said that she would have to consult her boyfriend...so she called her boyfriend and told him the story. Her boyfriend says ask him for 2000 dollars, pick up the money very fast, he won't even be able to get his pants down. So she agrees and accepts the proposal. An hour goes by and the boyfriend is waiting for his girlfriend to call. Finally after two hours the boyfriend calls and asks what happened...She said 'THE BASTARD USED COINS!!!

Management lesson:

ALWAYS CONSIDER A BUSINESS PROPOSAL IN ITS ENTIRETY!

Found this when i browse thru' my old folders...juz feel like sharing it here...n the management lesson should be taken seriuosly ppl...ekeke...


Truly grinning...Neesa

Feeling good anyone?

Feeling good about your life involves just 2 parts. Really! One is to learn to think about yourself in healthy ways. This is a learned skill, ladies and gentlemen, not something that a lucky few were born with.

The second part of feeling good about your life involves "making things happen". Seeing yourself being successful - at anything! - builds the blocks of confidence. When you build confidence with things you do well, the next time you are faced with a difficult task, you have effectively taught yourself that you can handle it. Count those successes!

Here are 10 Ways To Feel Good About Your Life:

1. Never stop questioning. Every time you feel frustrated with a task, ask yourself, "How does this task fit in with my ultimate goals?" "How can I do this better, faster, easier, simpler, and even more fun?"

2. Don't give up on life. Be interested and curious about yourself and about others. Don't assume that's "just the way it is". Look for the choices behind your results.

3. Accept your weakness. Don't deceive yourself by thinking you're the only one with difficulties in their life. Everybody has them (yes, everybody!). Instead of spending your time and energy trying to "overcome" your weakness, make friends with it and make it work for you. Where would NYPost Columnist Liz Smith be without her "weakness" for gossip?

4. Don't stop learning. The brain is a muscle just like any other, and it will stagnate if you let it. Make it your rule to learn something new every day. Then USE what you learn to make your life better.

5. Expect nothing; expect the best. Paradox? No. It just means that you don't want to miss out on what's wonderful in your life right now, while you spend all your time peeking around the next corner.

6. Don't lie to yourself.. Telling lies to yourself is the most harmful form of disrespect. Write out ways in which you are untruthful to yourself, and how to correct it. "I will no longer pretend that overspending my budget is ok".

7. Do plant what you want to grow. Many many people are (figuratively) wondering where the roses are in their life, yet they spend all their time planting and nourishing weeds. You reap what you sow. That's just the way it is.

8. Don't live in the past. Let go of things that are draining you. There's nothing in the past that you can change or correct -- that can only be done in the present. Use Today. Today, change what you need to change, and move on to feeling good about your life.

9. Swim with the current. Don't waste your time complaining about what you can't control - like other people. Concentrate on what you CAN control, Like who you Hug, what you Read, when you SMILE, how much you Laugh, where you Go, what you Do, what you Think about.

10. Stand like a Rock. You know what's right for you --be willing to stand up for what's right for you

Out of the 10 ways mentioned above, i like the 9th best...why? coz i dun want others to take charge of my life...but, sometimes i didn't realise that they actually do...i let them without evn realizing it...i can't control wat other perceives me...but i shouldn't care abt them dat much coz they dun lead the life i went thru...i did! I should concentrate more on wat i can control of...like falling for my magnificent 7...laughing when i heard his funny jokes...smiling when juz seeing a glimpse of his face...concentrating on my units...juz being happy for having such a complete, healthy family back home...am i being selfish if i ask for more from The Almighty?


Truly thankful for having such a blissful life...Neesa

Me...on the other side

Assalamualaikum & salam sejahtera ppl...

Actually I wanna upload some interesting pics that i had taken from my hstl's event tym last weekend, too bad it took longer time dat i expected so i had decided to upload it next tym sja...juz wait ayte...kan sabar itu indah :) agree?

After sembahyang berjemaah td, we had a meeting regarding the upcoming events...on 22nd, 23rd & 24th of Aug...on the 22nd, there will be a team-building workshop especially meant for the new hstlites...this is more of like a orientation for them...its gonna start early in the mrng, such as subuh prayer sma2, aerobics session, games for the whole day and ended at late night...i was appointed as one of the committee member wif Khaty and will be working along wif Amit of hstl boys...yg calinya ketua agong pun ikut orentasi jua ni..so, ehehe...it's gonna be so mch fun dpt kcau ko Zian*hinting kn tuang air arhmu*...jgn mare...

On the 23rd, as usual, hstl skali lg akan mengadakn gala nite...yeayy...and the theme for dat nyt wud be 'urban classic'...evr heard of it?? ehe...awu, like the theme for MRS nite...lgpun sve jua budget kn, the hstlites juz can 'mix n match' watevr they have in their closet...n we, seniors had requested them to make a performance for all of us...so, newbies...lawa2 a buat persembahan a2...i can't w8...ehe...hope it's gonna be so much fun mcm the previous gala nyt...semuanya sporting, evn wrdn n family...

On the 24th, the students from Sek. Vocasional Wasan gonna visit us for d 2nd tym within this yr...so, mcm biasa lh...gonna be ada friendly match n preparations like we did last week...they like us so mch dat they want to visit us again...ehe...sapa kata hstl SVNR nda siuk ah? sapa kata hstl SVNR nda cool? sapa kata hstl SVNR boring? As u can see for urself, more n more ppl r coming to take a closer look at our hstl here...which is soo definitely meant dat we are one of the best...the outsiders pun alwez dtg to have a friendly netball match wif us...i juz choose to keep quiet wen others ckp yg hstlites SVNR ani ada yg gauk tia n other stuffs dat i dun want to mention here...well, its hard to change the perception of others coz we as humans hv different personalities n behaviours which lead to different judgements or opinions on certain things...why i choose to juz keep quiet? coz it's better not to interfere or trying to convince them in the 1st place as they never experienced the whole thing...they never experienced living here...so, i juz keep on reminding myself...why do i even hv to bother? it makes no harm asal kmi nda kacau org sudah...i juz glad to know all the ppl here n had them as my frens n families...thanks hstlites!!! *winks*

After explaining abt the 3 consecutive evnts that are gonna take place within 3 dys, wrdn announced untuk membubarkn lists of hstl's prefects n replaced them wif the new ppl..which means yg the one yg msuk before the new hstlites ni will get their chance to become hstl prefect...i evr told u guyz yg i was appointed as the PRO of ITB in my previous post, which means the public relation officer...kinda mcm handle the new ppls yg kn msuk hstl, inquire them if ada any faulty parts or brg in their rooms n to notify wrdn immediately...basically it's more of like educating the new ITBians n others on wat SVNR hstl has to offer...namanya pun jua PR...ekeke...but tak sangka, i was being given a new post juz now...as apa nh? *drumrolls plz* "C Neesa...ko jd Penolong Ketua Agong ah...kalau c Zian ada apa2 hal...or f ia ada kn minta tolong or anything, u take over..."nya wrdn...huhu...such a post...dpt ka nda ni nanti a...since this is my final yr dITB...Insya Allah...i try my very best... >_<

Starting last week...i've been trying to talk less and observe or concentrate more in class, either during lectures or tutorials...ada yg smpai tnya, ok ko nis? ehe...juz replied her wif a smile instead, bukan nda mau bcakap, nganya nda tau apa kn to talk abt, lgpun at the same tym, my mind alwez thinking abt sumthing else...assignments...worrying abt my finals which are coming very soon...n i had been feeling incomplete nowadays...as of today, our exams was scheduled to start on the week of Nov, 17th...3 more months in counting! Darn...honeymoon tym is definitely way over n now is the time to be serious n concentrate more in claz...no more kusut-ing or wat so evr...ehe...wish there's an angel on my shoulder and making sure that i'm alright...my guardian angel...where r u hiding?

On monday, it was raining tym kn balik frm ITB, n i was like hmm..ujan turun, meaning no netball, can hv my rest before having dinner at the hstl...it's raining which means there must be someone out there who's very sad at that moment (i alwez keep tinking catu all the tym since f dlm mvie, dun u realised yg the bad or sad moments always being accompanied by rains or thunders...kn?kn?) hmm...n one of my classmate overheard wat i had juz said n replied...ko kali nisa yg sedih ni...napa ko? *buat muka confused* I replied him...what's the weather got to do wif me? ehe...kira kn elak lh...then, i juz walked past him...deep down, no one know how do i actually felt on dat very moment...what i've been thru lately had made me not being me...ergh...i hate it wen i had these mood swings!!!

Truly feeling 'LOST' somehow...Neesa

4 hrs sleep within 48 hrs!

Wednesday, Aug, 6th

Last wednesday, i was having a time out from doing anything regarding ITB's or to be exact, BPP...coz i know dat on thursday on saturday, i'm not going to have any class so i can use those two days to buat my BPP...so, wednesday nyte...juz relaxing...laundry-ing, iron-ing, blog hopping, internet surfing and reading (but not textbks, i read the novel dat i dl frm internet...its been a while i haven't continue reading the next chpter...not bad lh)

Thursday, Aug, 7th

Have my breakfast at 7, turned out dat my business junior pun not going to ITB...no claz...ehe...so, oryte..at least im not alone at the hstl...well, f she's nt arnd pun ok jua as i'm not talking to her anyway evnthough she's juz nxt door n turned out to be my toiletmate...sepatah ditanya, sepatah jua dijawap...mybe mula2 kali...alum lg kbiasaan...hey, like me jua tu...ehe...tym mula2 lh...and now i became the PRO for ITB at d hstl...i got lots of sisterz n brotherz here...dlm 100 kali...*giling2* ehe...n i can't believe i'm gonna leave all of these in 4 mnths tym...hmm...nda berasa, it's still felt like ystrdy i start 2 move in...huhu...here i learn hw to play netball n become independent...*patting myself at the back* ehe...

Btw...jauh jua dh ku menyimpang ni...b4 lunch, i rcv a msg frm J...hmm...apa lg ni dis tym? I was shocked to find out that the rehearsal of my BPP presentation gonna happen on sat at 1pm...huh?!!! Juz it's like yesterday aku angan2 kn rest skajap, trus nda tantu rasa...i had some plans to do jua on friday...hmm...this means dat i hv to divide myself towards my BPP n my hstl's evnt...hmmph...

Friday, Aug, 8th

Cleaning campaign at the hstl in the mrng, had to wake up early...sigh...had my breakfast at 8...my area this tym wud be common room and there were 2 of us yg kna assigned at CR...we finished arnd 10.30, had my lunch at 11...then, take a break skajap n then, my roomate wif me kn buat our own cleaning at our room..n yeah..i finally got myself a roomate...juz move in to her room on tuesday...after let's see, 2yrs stay d hstl...ehe...at least, nda sunyi n i felt motivated f kn buat kraja since ada jua org dangani...ehe...finished at 3.30 pm...fuhh...such a day but felt satisfied coz all look splendid!!! *again, patting myself n hers at our back* ehe...

As a result, mlmnya i felt so tired n my whole body were aching...ergh...mcm nada nood trus kn buat my BPP...hmm...esknya lg presentation...huhu...as a result, i only had 2 hrs sleep ja...i got no energy left n how cud i force myself to be in my best??? I really, really can't...

Saturday, Aug, 9th

Be at ITB at 8 like usual although the presentation won't be started till 1pm...saja kn dtg awl...i can't continue sleeping...skipping my lunch since i dun feel well...the presentation started at 1.20pm since J was late...his comments??? Jgnth ditanya, malasku repeat balik2..yg penting, nearly the same like the other BPP grps...

To release my strezz although the headache is still there...i played netball along wif the hstlites dat ptg at 5.15pm..dis tym i played the WD position, before ani as GK against zian...a tuff game jua lh...we played till 6.20pm...ehe...bru puas atiku...

Malam...hmm...i told zian if ada krja, aku free mlm ani, coz before2 ni..i dun join them for any rehearsal coz been bz myself wif my other commitments at ITB...zian ni our 'Ketua Agong' at d hstl...wrdn appointed me to take charge of the hall decoration, mcm biasa...its been starting early this year, apa2 sja event yg ada d hstl, she alwez assigned me wif dat particular task...but, this tym, it's gonna a bit diferent coz kna suruh lg jd photographer for this sunday...*dlm hati - hmm...mcm nda ku cnfident, but i gv it a try*

So, i went to the SVNR hall dat night n liat cna kn decorate the pentas, n i told my grp that we shud all do esk pagi sja coz i need to do all the printing mlm a2 jua, so nda th jd durg kn decorate mlm a2...after all siap mengamas2 apa yg patut, a short briefing was made by Ezad, on behalf of wrdn n we concluded by seeing the full rehearsal...the performance...not bad at all...all the new hstlites were sporting...ehe, ada 4 performances altogether to be taking place for esk ptg...drama staged by the occupants of asrama putera, the performance of dikir barat & Kau Tetap Milikku- Maria & The Seeds by both occupants of asrama putera & puteri...lastly, all the juniors n seniors get together for our finale, a must song...ehe..Kenangan Terindah - Samsons...all of us liat the rehearsal n the wrdn commented that all of the agendas were gud n siuk...*ehe...patting ourselves again* yeayy...

My task was not over yet...stayed at wrdn's office after that n trus buat all the things needed for the decor...the wordings n other stuffs...lucky me dat all my juniors yg attachment dtg stay overnite at the hstl to join the event n accompany me to do all the works...dulu2 pun, they use to help me out since we r under the same decoration team...ehe...after lepaking wif them since lama nda jumpa n at the same tym, having late nyt supper n buat krja, i finished at 2am n headed back to my room...checking emails n my msn skajap...hmm..strangely, i still can't sleep...ergh...i juz had 2 hrs sleep kali a ysterdy...c'mon eyes, u gotta be kidding me!!! I finally slept at 4am...*sigh*

Sunday, Aug, 10th

Krg ptg, the hstlites from MJPAPRSB will be coming to SVNR hstl for a 'Lawatan Muhibbah'...there will be futsal for both boys n gurls and netball for boys n gurls as well...i dun join the games this tym arnd...got some nice shots to take...ekeke...after breakfast at 8, the decor team headed to the SVNR n start our mission..we finish at 11am...it turned out lawa n got a 'meriah' feeling to it...ehe...thanks for the team efforts! *kita berjaya >_< * At 2.30pm...MJians dtg n the evnts started dengan jayanya n they took off at 5.15pm...btw, roomateku jd MC a...ehe...after that, we did all the cleaning up till 6pm and had our dinner trus...

Then, lepaking wif my juniors since ada yg headed back home to KB for the attachment, mcm Ezad from MTSSR...he's being attached at the BSP, my ITB juniors pn balik jua coz they will b working on monday...My parents came to pay me for a visit at 9pm n i told them dat i got problem wif sleeping, can't really sleep at night, afraid of geting myself an insomnia...*touch wood* Bp asked me, Nisa mau ikut jln skajap? kmi kn k Giant...hmm...pikir2 skajap, lastly i followed them, evntho it's late, sama jua ku nda dpt tdo krg mlm...texted wrdn, n off me go wif them...1 wk nda jmpa, ceta2 psal naim n my cuzzies...

Tym my mum n sis aga rh diff section, i ask dad whether he can buy me sumthing for my b'day...juz came out from my mouth wen entering the supermarket d giant...eyh..mau hadiah jua ka? basar udh eyh...nda pyh th kali...told him as long as im not married yet , i still gona be his small daughter...ekeke..bp then tnya, nisa mau apa kn? *dlm hati - eyh, bnrkh ni..bh, baik ku pkir bnar2 ni* hmm..bah, nisa mau SONY Cybershot T2, yg wrna ijau ah...bleh ka? adeh...brabis jua, suruh c d**** a balikan...dh tu tawa ta ia plng...n i replied him dat i asked him jua, not d**** a *buat muka heran skajap* ...then, ia ckp, liat lh dulu...*dlm hati - waa...hrap2 ada th nanti* ekeke...then, abis mission heart to heart sma bp, go to my mum n sis, they buy some stuffs...me?? juz browsing, coz nada ku bmood kn b shopping tgh2 mlm ni...haha...pnya cloz at midnight, pkirth at 10...coz aku tu mcm setau ngusut kn balik, nya my sis, alum jg tutup ni ka, at midnight kali a..kn weekend jua ni...*dlm hati- mna jua ku tau, bru jua 2x ni k Giant a*...my first ari2 wif MMHA...ehe...then, went back to hstl arnd 10.30pm after sending my sis k hstl UBD...such a tiring day kn, my weekend is not the tym 4me to rest n had d tym to actually juz relaxing...but, it's all worth it, seems like everyone, SVNR and MJ were having such a great tym togethr dat afternoon...hmm...btw, i slept at 1...such a crap!!!


Truly imsoniac?...Neesa

My latest ear treat

Right now...at this very moment...since yesterday till to this very second, i keep on repeating this particular song from my 'Darrel'...it's my latest ear treat and i'll keep repeating the song dri start buka 'Darrel' till i closed it...i know the song lama dh, tapinya...ehe...classics rock man...it's alwez do...it's the best evr...nothing can beats them...still remember the 90's malay songs? Those were juz perfect...i still remember tym dulu2 i used to interfere when my usu went jamming wif his frenz di rumah...n me kana marah psal kacau his guitar, ilang semua tune2 nya...n i still ingat wen i sang wif them along wif my sisters...tym atu anie lagi damit, so yg the gauks gurls wud be atul and me...*winks*

"The Loneliness by Babyface" ...simply loved it! "-"

Im sitting here
Thinking bout
How im gon-na do without
You around in my life and how am I
I gon' get by
I ain't got no days
Just lonely nights
You want the truth
Well girl im not alright
Feel out of place and out of time
I think im gonna lose my mind

Chorus

So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (are you lonely)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time)
So let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that i will never love again

I miss your face
I miss your kiss
I even miss the arguments
That we would have from time to time
I miss you standing by my side
I'm dying here its clear to see
There ain't no you, God knows there ain't no me
Don't wanna live, I wanna die
If I cant have you in my life

Chorus (repeat till end)

Miz u awak...how im gonna do without u around in my life... feel out of place and out of time...i think im gonna lose my mind...its like everyday i die...i miss your face...i miss you standing by my side...

Truly MMHA's...Neesa

Green Language!

Hye Hye bloggers...Neesa's back! I'm back for real! Kinda internet deprived at home, and it's lagged...*darn* can't really blog at my satisfaction level...now that i'm back at the hostel, ehe...bahagianya guwe...hmm..let's see, the last post is on the July, 17...it's been 3 wks...i'm so stressed out when i posted my last posting...and believe me, it's not a wonderful feeling guys...huhu...ayte2...the next post wud be something special, i'm gonna share wif u abt my fav. colour...my all-time fav...my one and only...GREEN...yup2...the latest postcard that i collected is kinda special, and it's super duper GREEN...me like...ehe...let me share to all of u what's the meaning of GREEN...n for the record, my fav is the grass green not the dark green...ehe...

Green is the color of nature, fertility, life. Grass green is the most restful color. Green symbolizes self-respect and well being. Green is the color of balance. It also means learning, growth and harmony. Green is a safe color, if you don't know what color to use anywhere use green.

Green is favored by well balanced people. Green symbolizes the master healer and the life force. It often symbolizes money. It was believed green was healing for the eyes. Egyptians wore green eyeliner. Green eyeshades are still used. You should eat raw green foods for good health. Friday is the day of green. Green jade is a sacred stone of Asia.

Wear green when you want to overcome a sense of thwarted ambition. Green says growth - balance - harmony. It is a color of healthy relationships. >_<

So, here goes...seeing something in GREEN really made my day!!! Told u that i'm not a difficult person to pleased...i juz led a simple life...complicated things are definitely juz not me...ehe...

Truly a green lover...Neesa