+ BRUNEI TIME +

Saturday, June 28, 2008

My bz week indeed!

Monday (June 23, 2008) - Marketing Presentation @ 11am - 12 noon

Our organisation : TelBru, Our chosen product : e-Speed, Our theme : Euro 2008

Our team member: Arif, Ak. Akmal, Azzatul & me : )


Everything went well throughout the presentation, lgpun not all of the management students are allowed to have a look at our presentation, we were divided in pairs n for every 1 hrs, only 2 grps were allowed to be at the meeting room n present out findings and the analysis of our market research that we had done for the past 1 month and explain to her about our planning for the exhibition that going to be held at the mall...our lecturer had made it different this year by not actually letting us to hold an exhibition at ITB as our seniors, this year's batch were required to actually make the model for our exhibition area, look out for co-sponsors or partners to help us with the activities for the whole day of exhibition (10am - 10 pm) and to figure out the theme for our organisation.


Tuesday (June 24, 2008) - Marketing Project Model Display @ 9 am - 12 noon





The purpose of the model display is for the BM staff to grade us...and they will ask us a few questions regarding the activities throughout the day of our exhibition at the mall and our advertisements. Ehe...mcm tape recorder dh ku mendangar explanation c arif...he keeps on repeating every single details to every BM lecturer yg dtg to our booth...cian...f not mistaken more than 20 times kali ia explain to them...*LOL*


Wednesday (June 25, 2008) - Ian Wall's Farewell @ 3 pm


He's our BPC lecturer n now is leaving ITB for good. We had organised a simple farewell for him right after his last tutorial class wif us...he's one of the best lecturer that i evr had since he's always gave us examples on his previous working experience...kira we can easily relate to our topics...he ever worked at MARS (as in the chocolate). He mentioned that they always had their pantry full with Mars n the employees can eat all their can without even paying anything, and in the end all of them are sick of chocolates...ehe...and he advised us that punctuality is the key in business as if u'r not, u will lose the contract deals...he ever been late for half an hour for a meeting and that cost the company a multi-million contract, but nasib jua he was not fired due to that...ehe...kalau kita d brunei ani, nda dpt kn puntual tu...apa nya org, "janji melayu"...janji kn jumpa pkul 3, pkul 3.30 pun alum tantu nampak batang hidungnya...huhu...


Thursday (June 26, 2008) - PA test @ 1.45 pm - 3.45 pm

Our test this tym only cover 1 topic which is Privatisation...and u know wat...i was shocked tym test a since the weightage is 50%...bnyk tu...hope i did fine this tym...
AMIN...tp biasa, namanya jua NEESA NAPRE...f nda revised last minute, mana sah tu...i juz started my revision in the morning coz kemarin malamnya nda msuk a apa yg ku revised...myb andangnya that's my studying habit kali bh...mcm everytym semangat kn blajar awl2, msti nda msuk...tym2 nya last minute, bruth kn stay...cana kn tu? cuba bg advise ckit for me yg last-minute study ni...darn...


Friday (June 27, 2008) - Abg Amit's Majlis Akad Nikah @ mrng till aftrnoon

Location : Muhaimin of Lambak Kiri & Nur Indah Sari of Kpg. Pandan, KB.












Patchi chocolates...nyum2...

@ Lambak Kiri

Daughters of Napre & Sharifah Napisah ;P

Me, Atul & Anie

@ Kpg. Pandan



Saturday (June 27, 2008) - BIS-2 test @ 8.30 am - 11 am


These are the topics for the test...the weightage: 40%...I was so exhausted that i was not be able to do my own revision for the test...I shud hv done better td tym test, the question were not so bad...Crap! I blamed the full schedule...whatever, wat's past is past...nw i juz can wait for the result...eerrgghhh...


Saturday (June 27, 2008) - 9pm till now

Still drafting my part for the HRM Report n my overdue Marketing, Operations, Human Resource Planning & Competitive Advantage plans for the BPP Proposals...n both of these are due on Monday...Our 1 mnth holls is gonna start this monday...ermm...i dun think i'm gonna enjoy it as our BPP is due right aftr ITB re-opens nanti...n the BPP major presentation will be on the August, 16th...wwaarrgghh....i'm so screwed this tym, of all the projects yg kna bagi during my tym at ITB, the BPP is my blurest project ever...n to tell u the truth, i even dreamt abt it, gosh...smpai tbawa2 ani bh, strez jua udh ku tu...wa...!

And, btw, results were out td for juniors...it was fun to share their joys n happiness n i was sad jua coz some of my juniors ada yg nda get thru...juz be strong n try lagi next year ayte...and for my partner-in-crime, Hafiz...ehe...Ka-Ching! I'm waiting for ur treat ni (jgn ko lupa a) and really, i'm so glad u're thru this tym...so, enjoy ur attachment @ JPA k... *BFF n ever*


Trully need self-motivation ryt nw...Neesa



Tuesday, June 24, 2008

On the road to his heart

I never really knew you
You were just another friend
But when I got to know you
I let my heart unbend


So I've fallen in love with you
and I'll never let you go
I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know


And if you ever wonder why
I don't know what I'll say
But I'll never stop loving you
each and every day


My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember one thing
I Love You...



Truly his...Neesa


Monday, June 23, 2008

By Him











Truly luving his creativity & the creator definitely...Neesa


Thursday, June 19, 2008

ITB @ 7.30pm





These were taken from my class on the 2nd floor...our mrktg group took off at arnd 10pm n continue the work at other place...due to the fact that ITB closed at 10...huhu...it was my first time crashed d ITB till very late...final yr dh, bru th merasa...i noe...ehe...it's now 5am, n i haven't had my sleep, juz ter 'dozed off' skajap sja td...hmm, i'm so tired...huhu...till later...


Truly having a headache ryte nw...Neesa


Tuesday, June 17, 2008

As of June 17, 2008

7.45 am : Saw him...he was wearing his smart green outfit today...yeayyy...i never told him he looked so much better in green...not dat he dun look great evryday, but since green is my fav...he looks so much nicer in it...ehe...actually, lama dh been wanting him to wear green, but i dun tell him dat, juz wait n see sja...

11.55 am : Saw him again...still in green of course...ehe...did i tell u he look great in green? *LOL*

Afternoon : Dun see him...juz his car saja...

Colour...hmm...my fav wud be green...but blue, white & khaki brown are nice as well~ When u're wearing sumthing on, sometimes ppl defines u by the colour u're wearing at dat tym...for instance, red means dat u're feeling confident, black means that u dun want to evn get noticed, yellow means dat u're felling happy n white...u're feeling pure...but sometimes, nada papa plng tu...it's juz happenned dat u're wearing that particular outfit...ehe...nda ja? Ja... *winks*

I dun wear white tym jln2, if t-shirt for at home...ada plng tu...i've been searching for it plng dis few mnths, but nda kejumpaan yg 'the one'...it wud been nice f both of us wear white...n btw, he looks nice in white as well...bukan tym ia pkai bju bulanya but tym he wears his W7 jacket...me like...ehe...

I'm feeling lonely today...evn nada mood kn fully cncentrate in claz...hmm...duno wat happen lh...hmm...as for my KB fren yg ada problem wif his bf tu...dey're getting back 2gether...hmm, duno napa ia ni kes degil nda mau dngr my advice...honestly, im dissapointed in her...napa kn get back together? alum kawin lg but the guy brani kn hurt ke dia, f dh kawin...cana? Izit true dat love is blind or infact the ppl who're in love yg blind? hmm...i see one ryte nw...seems true 2me...well...i can't make any decision, she had to make one coz ia kn get thru' her life wif him...not me...wat i got to say is juz gud luck dear...coz i think, u really need it n juz remember, i'll be ur shoulder to lean and cry f there's anything wrong ayte...i can't force u 2 stop loving him jua kn? can i? hmm...i know dat i can't...so being ur true fren, i juz can pray 4u n support u frm behind...

Hmm...mybe dis is why i'm moody coz i still can't believe the decision dat she made. " Ya Allah...give her signs so dat she will realize dat she had made a wrong decision n f she did, plz lead her to the correct path n if i'm wrong (n i hope i did)...plz gv her all the happiness in the world dat she deserves...Amin"

Truly missing my man...Neesa


Dear Khaty

"To Ka neesa

haha..sory ka neesa nyibuk ku td blog ka neesa..haha..ngam wa aku buka blog ka neesa, ka neesa subuk tia laptop ku..haha..yea, i agreed wit you, guys shouldnt hurt lady!! sapa kn tu urg atu ka neesa? haha..nyibuk tah ku lg tu..haha..

Posted by -cK's World- at 5:43 AM 0 comments"


~The wise guy tu...hmm...ehe...mana bleh gto skati2 ni, msti ada upah...nothing is free in this world...nda ja? saye mau reload $3 yg c vivi sent 2u kemarin mlm...ehe...bleh? bleh kn? ehe...nada wh...

*drumrolls plz* ^_^

The name is MMHA...He said dat 2me last year, sumthing 4me to really2 ponder upon wen i was really2 down n confused at dat tym...wat izit all abt, it's juz 4me 2noe sja ayte...the impt thing is due to dat, i had made up my mind, made my decision and as a result, i'm happier till now... *winks*

Truly thankful as per adanya dia...Neesa

Saturday, June 14, 2008

A never happy ending for me after all

Today...hmm...how shud i say...i was looking 4wrd for today...i was looking 4wrd for almost two weeks...after ITF, me n him proceeded wif our plans...evrything went well tll 9.45pm td...

I received a phone call...owh, frm her...hmm...lama dh nda dngr her voice...ehe...i was happy but she didn't...she cried...panicked jua ku 2...trus2 nangis, apa hal...i asked her what's wrong? She told me that she's been having a problem wif him, her bf...n it's becoming worse...day by day..it started wif a small misunderstanding (kes jeles my fren bckp sma laki2) till it evntually headed to a big fight...till juz few minutes ago...he started to get physical wif her!!!

Huh? D***!!! Wang...ank org yg ko kn rusah ni...bkannya anak kucing...anak kucing pun nda jua org smpai ati kn kacau psal ia kiut...WTH!!! Coward jua banar...mencari lawan yg nda up to par wif him...such a coward!!! A wise guy evr told me dat a basic rule for guys is to nvr heard a lady...i fully agreed wif him! Totally!

Once lelaki ani berani kn memukul evn to his own wife (except for ada hal2 yg di suruh oleh agama plng tu)...selama2nya he will do it again..and again...evn ia ckp yg ia nda sengaja n dat he was out of control or apakah lame excuses yg d berikn...gurls, wake up! Juz run away...miles away...frm him! He's totally not worth it! He didn't deserve u! U deserve so much better! A lady shud be treated wif love n care coz kaum Hawa ni were made out of tulang rusuk kanan kaum Adam...d purpose is apa nh...to be alwez by their man's side n protect his honour!!! Bukan d depan utk memimpin n bukan d belakang utk d arah tp d sisi utk menemani n bersama2 to get thru hardships in life... : )

Hmm...kn d aga, i was not in KB...i juz ended up accompany ia thru d phone, mendangani ia menangis...wish i cud hugs u, share my warmth wif u gurl...cian ia, she tot me at my parents coz it's sat nyte...hmm...n plz let go of him dear...juz vanished him frm ur thoughts...i knew his type frm awl2 dh, but deep down i hope he'll changed coz he got u...coz i noe that falling in love may chnge ppl...n i really, really want to believe dat dat ur love will chnge him for the better...to become a responsible n lovable human beings...but turned out dat in was wrong...i'm so sorry...i shudn't let it started in the first place...i shud had warned u...i shud had made u not to fell in love wif him...hw i wish i shud...hmm....aku bnar2 minta maaf...

So, esk awl2 pg, im gona call dat coward up n spills out evry bad words dat i cn tink of and make him felt sorry for all the things dat he had done 2u...im gonna make him felt dat he is sorry to know u...im gonna make him felt dat he's sorry to evn know me...sumone mess wif my fren, dat person is definitely messing wif me as well...coz for me, friendships stay while others come n go...it's hard to admit but honestly, thru'out my life...it's the only thing that had me going in life besides my family until recently...MMHA had made me going...will update u guys wif the details after i had done 'cooking' him...can u smell what's Neesa cookin'???

Truly raging...Neesa


Friday, June 13, 2008

My friday morning

Wow...today is friday, the 13th lh...ehe...ring a bell??? the thriller trilogy a...aku lg d hstl ni...cna ni? wat if...how if...wa!!! haha...mcm strez usulku...nada lh...ok kali a, mana ada stalker d sini ni...f mau, kmi brterus terang kali a...apakn? i better eat my stress free pills nw coz i don't sound right? am i losing my mind? wat if...how if...i'm the stalker? panat eyh...*LOL* jgn mare...semua ini hanyalh rekaan semata2...huhu...

Juz finished doing cleaning campaign d hstl...it was tiring but fun indeed!!! Yg sioknya...my group main air...haha...tp nda lama a2 karing tia blik...coz 2dy is HOT!...iath tu...leena...f ko ada, lg kami siuk tu...coz c sur & khaty sama grp wif me...n c khaty lh malar jd mangsa, t kana air sja..juz imagine seluarnya till waistnya ani bh bsah oleh kami...ehe...tp, udh kn mkn...karing tia...ehe...miz u oredi babe!!! tpnya kn, f ko ada td, ko pun kmi siram sma air...biar ko kebasahan.. *my evil laugh* apakn...ehe...

Aftr dis...i wana fully concentrate buat my HRM & revise ITF coz ada xm esk...huhu...nw, aku kn ZZzzZZ dulu ayte...ehe...

Truly soaked wif water & clean...Neesa


Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Randomly chosen

I was browsing My Pictures folder td n saw these...ehe...they were taken tym ITF tutorials...i prefer tym tutorial coz dpt interact wif lecturer directly instead of tym lecture which combines all mngt, banking n acc smua...for me, its too cramped n possibility my brain cramped n aku jd blur pn high jua...ehe...

Lately, i tend to pay more attention for ITF coz bru tah ku pham wat it's all abt...so, as a remembrance or appreciation for myself, evrytym abis tutorial...aku msti take pictures of my own notes...huhu...saja2...boring ku wh nada papa kn dbuat aftr dat...sementara kn menunggu lunch hr, baik ku tke pictures kn?...darn!

Cnath my handwritings? lawakn..*LOL* Btw, dis sat ada ITF test...hmm,basar lagi weightage nya tu...f nda silap, 40% of total CW...huhu...mana lg kn mncari a...so,i better be prepared dis tym...tym 1st assignment ari2, buat last min...hmm...i shud have done better...iath, ani msti dbanar banari ni, nda blh d main maini...apakn? Abis malay ku a...ehe...










Truly kn blajar ITF...Neesa

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Me being vain

I didn't see him 2dy...hmm...kwn nya malar plng ku tjmpa...huhu...hmm, esk ada test bpc...aftr dis, practise lagi lh...f it's a lab-based test, kalah ku ni...ehe...hope everything went well esk ptg...Insya Allah...

I look so vain in d picture...darn...Say N for Neesa...


Truly vain...Neesa


Sunday, June 08, 2008

Sepucuk Surat Cinta


Kepada

Fahri bin Abdillah, seorang mahasiswa
dari Indonesia yang lembut hatinya dan berbudi mulia


Assalamu’alaikum warahmatullah wa barakatuh.

Kepadamu kukirimkan salam terindah, salam sejahtera para penghuni surga. Salam yang harumnya melebihi kesturi, sejuknya melebihi embun pagi. Salam hangat sehangat sinar mentari waktu dhuha. Salam suci sesuci air telaga Kautsar yang jika direguk akan menghilangkan dahaga selama-lamanya. Salam penghormatan, kasih dan cinta yang tiada pernah pudar dan berubah dalam segala musim dan peristiwa.

Wahai orang yang lembut hatinya,
Entah dari mana aku mulai dan menyusun kata-kata untuk mengungkapkan segala sedu sedan dan perasaan yang ada di dalam dada. Saat kau baca suratku ini anggaplah aku ada dihadapanmu dan menangis sambil mencium telapak kakimu karena rasa terima kasihku padamu yang tiada taranya.


Wahai orang yang lembut hatinya,
Sejak aku kehilangan rasa aman dan kasih sayang serta merasa sendirian tiada memiliki siapa-siapa kecuali Allah di dalam dada, kaulah orang yang pertama datang memberikan rasa simpatimu dan kasih sayangmu. Aku tahu kau telah menitikkan air mata untukku ketika orang-orang tidak menitikkan air mata untukku.


Wahai orang yang lembut hatinya,
Ketika orang-orang di sekitarku nyaris hilang kepekaan mereka dan masa bodoh dengan apa yang menimpa pada diriku karena mereka diselimuti rasa bosan dan jengkel atas kejadian yang sering berulang menimpa diriku, kau tidak hilang rasa pedulimu. Aku tidak memintamu untuk mengakui hal itu. Karena orang ikhlas tidak akan pernah mau mengingat kebajikan yang telah dilakukannya. Aku hanya ingin mengungkapkan apa yang saat ini kudera dalam relung jiwa.

Wahai orang yang lembut hatinya,
Malam itu aku mengira aku akan jadi gelandangan dan tidak memiliki siapa-siapa. Aku nyaris putus asa. Aku nyaris mau mengetuk pintu neraka dan menjual segala kehormatan diriku karena aku tiada kuat lagi menahan derita. Ketika setan nyaris membalik keteguhan imanku, datanglah Maria menghibur dengan segala kelembutan hatinya. Ia datang bagaikan malaikat Jibril menurunkan hujan pada ladang-ladang yang sedang sekarat menanti kematian. Di kamar Maria aku terharu akan ketulusan hatinya dan keberaniannya. Aku ingin mencium telapak kakinya atas elusan lembut tangannya pada punggungku yang sakit tiada tara. Namun apa yang terjadi Fahri?

Maria malah menangis dan memelukku erat-erat. Dengan jujur ia menceritakan semuanya. Ia sama sekali tidak berani turun dan tidak berniat turun malam itu. Ia telah menutup kedua telinganya dengan segala keributan yang ditimbulkan oleh ayahku yang kejam itu. Dan datanglah permintaanmu melalui sms kepada Maria agar berkenan turun menyeka air mata dukaku. Maria tidak mau. Kau terus memaksanya. Maria tetap tidak mau. Kau mengatakan pada Maria: ‘Kumohon tuturlah dan usaplah air mata. Aku menangis jika ada perempuan menangis. Aku tidak tahan. Kumohon. Andaikan aku halal baginya tentu aku akan turun mengusap air matanya dan membawanya ke tempat yang jauh dari linangan air mata selama-lamanya. Maria tetap tidak mau.” Dia menjawab: “Untuk yang ini jangan paksa aku, Fahri! Aku tidak bisa.” Kemudian dengan nama Isa Al Masih kau memaksa Maria, kau katakan, “Kumohon, demi rasa cintamu pada Al Masih.” Lalu Maria turun dan kau mengawasi dari jendela. Aku tahu semua karena Maria membeberkan semua. Ia memperlihatkan semua kata-katamu yang masih tersimpan dalam handphone-nya. Maria tidak mau aku cium kakinya. Sebab menurut dia sebenarnya yang pantas aku cium kakinya dan kubasahi dengan air mata haruku atas kemuliaan hatinya adalah kau. Sejak itu aku tidak lagi merasa sendiri. Aku merasa ada orang yang menyayangiku. Aku tidak sendirian di muka bumi ini.

Wahai orang yang lembut hatinya,
Anggaplah saat ini aku sedang mencium kedua telapak kakimu dengan air mata haruku. Kalau kau berkenan dan Tuhan mengizinkan aku ingin jadi abdi dan budakmu dengan penuh rasa cinta. Menjadi abdi dan budak bagi orang shaleh yang takut kepada Allah tiada jauh berbeda rasanya dengan menjadi puteri di istana raja. Orang shaleh selalu memanusiakan manusia dan tidak akan menzhaliminya. Saat ini aku masih dirundung kecemasan dan ketakutan jika ayahku mencariku dan akhirnya menemukanku. Aku takut dijadikan santapan serigala.

Wahai orang yang lembut hatinya,
Sebenarnya aku merasa tiada pantas sedikit pun menuliskan ini semua. Tapi rasa hormat dan cintaku padamu yang tiap detik semakin membesar di dalam dada terus memaksanya dan aku tiada mampu menahannya. Aku sebenarnya merasa tiada pantas mencintaimu tapi apa yang bisa dibuat oleh makhluk dhaif seperti diriku.

Wahai orang yang lembut hatinya,
Dalam hatiku, keinginanku sekarang ini adalah aku ingin halal bagimu. Islam memang telah menghapus perbudakan, tapi demi rasa cintaku padamu yang tiada terkira dalamnya terhunjam di dada aku ingin menjadi budakmu. Budak yang halal bagimu, yang bisa kau seka air matanya, kau belai rambutnya dan kau kecup keningnya. Aku tiada berani berharap lebih dari itu. Sangat tidak pantas bagi gadis miskin yang nista seperti diriku berharap menjadi isterimu. Aku merasa dengan itu aku akan menemukan hidup baru yang jauh dari cambukan, makian, kecemasan, ketakutan dan kehinaan. Yang ada dalam benakku adalah meninggalkan Mesir. Aku sangat mencintai Mesir tanah kelahiranku. Tapi aku merasa tidak bisa hidup tenang dalam satu bumi dengan orang-orang yang sangat membenciku dan selalu menginginkan kesengsaraan, kehancuran dan kehinaan diriku. Meskipun saat ini aku berada di tempat yang tenang dan aman di tengah keluarga Syaikh Ahmad, jauh dari ayah dan dua kakakku yang kejam, tapi aku masih merasa selalu diintai bahaya. Aku takut mereka akan menemukan diriku. Kau tentu tahu di Mesir ini angin dan tembok bisa berbicara.

Wahai orang yang lembut hatinya,
Apakah aku salah menulis ini semua? Segala yang saat ini menderu di dalam dada dan jiwa. Sudah lama aku selalu menanggung nestapa. Hatiku selalu kelam oleh penderitaan. Aku merasa kau datang dengan seberkas cahaya kasih sayang. Belum pernah aku merasakan rasa cinta pada seseorang sekuat rasa cintaku pada dirimu. Aku tidak ingin mengganggu dirimu dengan kenistaan kata-kataku yang tertoreh dalam lembaran kertas ini. Jika ada yang bernuansa dosa semoga Allah mengampuninya. Aku sudah siap seandainya aku harus terbakar oleh panasnya api cinta yang pernah membakar Laila dan Majnun. Biarlah aku jadi Laila yang mati karena kobaran cintanya, namun aku tidak berharap kau jadi Majnun. Kau orang baik, orang baik selalu disertai Allah.

Doakan Allah mengampuni diriku. Maafkan atas kelancanganku.

Wassalamu’alaikum,

Yang dirundung nestapa,
Noura


(*adapted from AYAT AYAT CINTA by Habiburrahman Saerozi)

P/S: Shhh...i love the one in red most...it's different n sumhow those phrases caught my attention...definitely! Fahri is romantic but know his own limitations on women which is awesome and cool...and the author know how to manipulate the story line n turned it into a WOW factor for me!


Truly Ayat
² Cinta fan...Neesa

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

One moment in time

Been busy lately...a lot of things need to be taken care of and i'm kinda not prepared for all of it...sumtyms nda tau which needs to be settle first...what a life! Well, must tahan n it's definitely not an option for me to fool around...i had to keep going jua since this is the path i chose to take...2 yrs back,i quit my job n choose to further my study instead. The job paid well plng and i got to buy watever my heart desired at that tym without evn asking for permission frm my parents...i got to be in charged of my own spending behaviour coz i earned it...it's like a theraphy for me aftr 1 mnth of working...come to think of it, it was a moment to miss...wa!!!

Since i continued studying, evrything kinda constraint jua lh...but i can still managed. My past experiences in working life had make me a better individual and as a result, i had improved my skills in many ways especially 'my shyness yg nda kana pada tmpt'...huhu. It really did changed me...if not, i'll definitely be having a culture shock tym SWE last year...ehe...so glad that it turned out to be my another eye-opening experience...

What i have done today? Did i perform any better? Frankly, all went well during tutorials...i managed to "absorb" watever yg d'kurapak'kn by my lecturers..but i'm not gonna lie yg towards lunch hour, my battery went low and i cudn't concentrate much...i began to do my own things instead of listening to watever being taught in class...seperti melukis2 rh my notes,abis ppr ku panuh due to my creativity...haha...

Hmm...everything was preety much common except that tym balik, i accidentally saw him...it's been a while we didn't talk to each other...we communicate thru' other medium sja..but, i'm fine with it...each one of us has responsibility towards each other n family jua kn,so..i'm definitely not complaining...juz imagine,i was really,really exhausted aftr full day of skul-ing, dat's around 6 hrs of full concentration towards study,but for me...it really can't outdone those few minutes of being with him...i ended up smiling on my way back to hstl...ehe...*saya berasa amat gembira kerna adanya dia*

So...the moral for me 2dy:

1. A happy moment is hard to get...so, look arnd, aftr u found it, grab and plz treasured it!!!

2. Even u had a bad morning, night, week or wat so evr...try to cheer urself by doing simple, little things dat will make u feel happy, dat will take ur minds 'off' of things for a while...i noe it won't help u solving watevr probs u hv, but at least,it can ease ur burden...am i ryte? It can be as simple as talking to ur love one, evn for a minute or playing ur fav sports such as badminton or netball...

3. Think positive coz when u believe n work for it...everything will falls onto place...

4. Seek for help f u really,really in need of it...it's not a competition of who's the toughest n bravest...juz be true and be urself...look arnd u n u'll find someone who's are willing to help u go thru' wif ur hard tyms...

5. Identify ur 'highs' n 'lows' at the end of the day n work it out for the better...


Truly Myself... Neesa ^_^