I was blog-hopping this mrng and guess wat...my 'partner-in-crime' is thinking of getting married!!! OMG...i mean i was speechless for a while n then, without realising it, i was LMFAO...ehe...This is his direct confession, I quote " When I looked at it, somehow, mcm rasa kan kahwin pulang aku ah!"
Deep down i really envy ppl who had a clear picture in what they actually want in their life...how do they picture themselves within 5 yrs time, 10 yrs time...i mean seriously! i really, really need to have a grip...to know my sense of direction in life, what am i supposed to achieve, get or obtain within these 5 yrs...i'm soo not getting any younger (but im young at heart plng tu...ehe). Each and evryone yg i noe ada their own wishlists on they want to do in life...at least, that will keep them going n will make them to stay focus in whatever things that they wanna do...as for me, i had this thing wif the saying "...juz go wif the flow"...it stayed in my head for years now since i'm in secondary...back then, for me, life is juz like the song "...que sera sera...whatever will be, will be"...it's like 'kitani hanya merancang, tapi HE will decide watever gona happen to us'...but i know plng, it's actually in u...it's up 2 u to decide what fates can bring in ur life...it's u who decide who u really want to be...coz u noe who u really are n u noe what's the best for ur life...
I evr ask a person few mnths back to imagine himself within 5 yrs time, what will he see? At that tym, i thought it was a difficult question for him...he juz reply that it was an easy one...huhu...ooo well, mana jua sama kn...i might find it difficult, he might find it easy...mcm he needs no extra tym to evn think abt the ans, he juz immediately replied my question without any hesitation. I quote "dat's easy...I got myself a new car, at least a SUV and a simple car, if possible ada rumah sendiri, and be ready...to marry my woman" *winks*
Deep down i really envy ppl who had a clear picture in what they actually want in their life...how do they picture themselves within 5 yrs time, 10 yrs time...i mean seriously! i really, really need to have a grip...to know my sense of direction in life, what am i supposed to achieve, get or obtain within these 5 yrs...i'm soo not getting any younger (but im young at heart plng tu...ehe). Each and evryone yg i noe ada their own wishlists on they want to do in life...at least, that will keep them going n will make them to stay focus in whatever things that they wanna do...as for me, i had this thing wif the saying "...juz go wif the flow"...it stayed in my head for years now since i'm in secondary...back then, for me, life is juz like the song "...que sera sera...whatever will be, will be"...it's like 'kitani hanya merancang, tapi HE will decide watever gona happen to us'...but i know plng, it's actually in u...it's up 2 u to decide what fates can bring in ur life...it's u who decide who u really want to be...coz u noe who u really are n u noe what's the best for ur life...
I evr ask a person few mnths back to imagine himself within 5 yrs time, what will he see? At that tym, i thought it was a difficult question for him...he juz reply that it was an easy one...huhu...ooo well, mana jua sama kn...i might find it difficult, he might find it easy...mcm he needs no extra tym to evn think abt the ans, he juz immediately replied my question without any hesitation. I quote "dat's easy...I got myself a new car, at least a SUV and a simple car, if possible ada rumah sendiri, and be ready...to marry my woman" *winks*
He actually do hv a good sense of direction in life (mcm WOW...ada udh future plannya...ehe...good for him!) As for me, being the first child in the family, for sure...i'm gonna be the bread winner one day...i should be having...i dun know...some sort of plan to improve myself educationally or financially wise...both that gonna make me a much more better person than I'm currently am...the way that i'm saying now...it's not that i dun think much of my future...I really, really do...i know how important it's to be responsible for my own family...especially since my siblings ani semuanya girls...
Among other plans, i'm definitely sure of 1 thing...dengan izin Tuhan nanti someday, i really want to proceed my study to degree level...mybe doing the Human Resource Management or Public Admin...i always be keen to work at HR department i since i like to see different kind of people, watch their behaviour (busy body jua banar...ehe) It kinda fascinates me sometimes...when i went out or anything...i always tend to look at others and see how they treat ppl around them...ehe...kinda observant at tyms...ehe...
Owkie dokie...back to the topic...basically now...i had few plans draft out for my own future...honestly, not few...its lots of it...to be exact, ada lh dlm 15 catu...haha...u wana know? u really, really wana know? bnar? bnar kn? tipu ni? ehe...i can tell u but after that, i hv to kill u...*LOL* plans...it really important in life...as i told u earlier, it keeps u from straying away...it keeps u focus on what u shud have been doing...but...it's merely nothing if no one executed it...so, in order to achieve it, u need to work to make u earn it...no pains, no gains my fren...
Remember Mandy Moore in 'A Walk To Remember'....i definitely love her character...her determination to live her life to the fullest although she knew that she's dying and everything really inspires me...her boyfriend, a character played by Shane West really outdone himself by trying to fulfill each and everything that his girl had wished for...he even ended up having his own wishlist, for instance, to enroll in the medical college by which he actually did towards the end of the movie...so sweet that they ended up together although their marriage is only lasted for 1 summer...panjang atau pendeknya kebahagiaan itu tidak penting, yg penting adalah the memories itself and how much we actually treasure or cherish those moments...agree wif me?
Owh yea...as of now, I had my wishlist ready and soo much looking forward for all of it to come true...kinda cool huh...it's like u're going into the 'unknown'...life is really an adventure...have u got them ready yet? Enjoy wishlisting... that's all for now >_<
Truly looking forward for the No.1 in my wishlist to come true...Neesa
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