"Fed-up" with Everything!

How would you feel if someone that u relied upon for years failed you?

How would you react if someone you love hurt you?

How would you feel if someone you trust betrayed you?

How would you react if someone you looked up to stab you from behind?

How exactly would you feel???

- I guess it won't be a wonderful feeling after all...kan?

I'm not gonna pinpoint any particular person here, everyone made silly mistake once in a while..i ever did..n i'm sure every single person did as well..we're not perfect but as a community or as a group, we all need to understand n try to fill up or complement our imperfection with the rest of the team and make the best out of it..!

It's gonna be just a random post this tym, just need to get one thing out of my head ryte now..just found out few months back that a former fren of mine (or i can say a 'no-longer fren of mine') had been engaged..the person just lost without any news or i can say, that person is just went missing into thin air..

Hope that the person is well matured ryte now and stop passing a girl around to his bessie like he used to do..a girl won't like to be that kind of 'sacrifices'..mcm in movie th plang.."I'm gonna undur diri coz i think he deserves u more than i did!"...C'mon, ani real life kali a, a lady will have to think thousand times before she said the 3 magic words to her man..and once it's done, the love nda dpt kn d transfer2 lagi to other ppl..The ending of the story: that lady won't choose neither coz her man is just plain stupid for simply giving away his lady, the same goes to the man's best friend for being such a traitor or from the lady's point of view, he's not such a good fren. Hmm..there, i said it!!

Morale of the story: Lady is not like a ball that guys can pasing2 around skati...she's also a human being for god's sake..has a heart and a soul..n in the end, sapa rugi nah? The guys lah, not the lady..maybe she did deserve better than those 2 BFF! =)

Truly satisfied...Neesa

"Just extraordinary being with you.."

Last Sunday..DN had spent their quality time having dimsum breakfast at Dynasty, movie marathon-ing at the Empire & the Mall and had romantic dinner at Capers..Mr. D looking as cool as ever in his black shirt and new black watch and his partner, Ms. N wearing her blue top with black trousers...

She had been waiting for nearly a month to see her Mr. D..and finally, the promised date has come n the couple are united again..this tym to create another unforgetable date-d moments together..what Ms. N would like to say to her Mr. D: "...it was just perfect seeing u again and thanks for the whole day spent with me. I felt the same way too, just extraordinary being with you...simply that. The only feeling that can only be felt by me..."

* To be continued on the next post =)

Truly MMHA's...Neesa

It will be a Beautiful Sunday!

It's been nearly a month since i last saw him..i guess this sunday is gonna be the beautiful day for both of us..kinda make me feel excited if lama dh nda bejumpa..can't really wait..4 more days and he will be my beautiful Sunday again..yes, yes..i'm smiling at heart when he set the date to be on the 5th, he asked me to plan the date this tym..n yea, i'm still working on it..ehe..makan dimana? hmm..lunch and dinner? movie dimana? ehe..few had been covered..juz need to be extra vigilant with the timing sja nanti..i want it to be 'DyNee' moments all over again lyk the previous date..the one that make me speechless and if i want to decsribe it, it's gonna be out of my vocabulary..ehe..

It's been 16 months and i had never fail to remember him every single day because he's a part of me and he's my punching bag..always be and always will..i promised myself 9 years ago that i will not fall in love again unless he's willing to catch me n i saw Dynie is the kind of person who is willing to catch me..LOL! =P

Truly falling for him...Neesa

Nervous ku..

One word to describe my life right now would be..Nervous..yup2, i'm nervous..infact everyday..huhu..wondering why? People who are very close to me & my family would know why am i nervous everyday..ehe..i hope i won't be staying like these for long, paling lama pun i give it dlm one mnth lah kali..then, i hope everything will be back as normal..i'm in the stage of overcoming my stupid fear..as stated in the profile of mine, i do afraid or fear of this 1 stupid thing..huhu..i won't tell u what that is..let's just summarise it as 'a process of trying to be independent, in control and responsible to my life..'.

I always remind myself that it's stupid and not worth it to always think negative and always avoiding because in the end, i had to overcome my fear in order to enter to the next stage which is being an adult. Boring jua tu if as an adult but then u didn't got to do this one thing..nya my frens..i'm gonna miss one heck of fun..eheh..so, here i'm...trying to practise, and practise so that i got that particular skills one day! That's one of my new resolutions, to get that 'particular skill' so that i can do MMHA a favour and my family as well..Insya Allah, just keep on baca the doa and tawakal before i do the practising..i keep on ingat-ing myself that everytime =)

And..there's a new addition in the house garage..ehe..it arrived last friday morning..thanks to babah for still not giving up on me..i knew that i had troubled him so much in my life and kdg2 i wish that i can reverse all the hassle that i had caused him these last few years..i'm gonna buy him his desired ride once i got my degree or masters..Insya Allah =)

Truly hoping...Neesa