8 days in counting

Feeling different lately..sometimes felt ada butterfiles in my tummy altho nda tau apa sja yg kn d ingaukn..whehe..i don't really know how to define this emotion of mine..is it a good or a bad thing? or is it a bad good thing? haha..adakn? i told u i don't know how to categorise the emotion..the important thing is that only i knew about it and intend not to share it wif others coz i find it quite embarrasing..huhu..apakn? eheh..owh well, blame it on the mood swings ppl! =D

Yg penting saya happy..the rest lantaklah..i have to be selfish sometimes, nda ja? And now, i got to be one *yeay* The graduation moments are still on my head..haha..majal! but hey, it's one of those days that u won't ever want to forget for the rest of ur life, ryte? Unless u got amnesia..huhu..*knock wood* Alhamdulillah, all went well n i'm greatful for that =D

At this very moment, i'm kinda nervous waiting for the HECAS result..huhu..i dun evn know wat to expect, have no choice but to juz wait n see the outcomes nanti on the May, 31st..if ada rezeki, there will be certain issues that i need to settle wif certain ppl n i'm gonna be so busy wif the procedures and stuff..eheh..bz lagi..owh well, u got to do wat u got to do..ryte? That's life..n dat make it evn more beautiful =)

I sounded so down n stressful in my previous post about my work life..but now, i'm fine..try to keep up n pick things here n there and lastly, try to stay positive at all times! ehe..so far, i'm able to enjoy watver tasks dat i'm doing currently..the last tym tu mybe i felt so pressured with the due dates n my personal life..but now, i'm back on track n felt as good as new..whehe..beside kan saya ni good mood, kalau saya good mood, saya akan berasa happy dan bila saya berasa happy, saya akan senyum, dan bila saya senyum, saya akan merasa tidak stress, dan bila saya tidak merasa stress, saya akan berasa damai dan hati saya pun terasa lapang..haha *panats* i think i better stop now..whehe..wanna get a manicure later eyh..sapa mau join? =D

Truly in a very good mood...Neesa

We all done it!

Hye readers..a quick shout out ~ I'M OFFICIALLY GRADUATED!!!

This few weeks had been crazy n I’m loving it..ehe..I felt happy to the max..i don’t even know how to start telling u guys what are they all about =)

After over a month, I finally met him last week. It had been super duper great..whehe..spending time having lunch on the first day of rehearsal n movie-ing at the Empire on the full dress rehearsal day was fun! Lama dh nda out for lunch wif him..it’s been like forever since we spend our quality tym together..n I must say the time spent last week together had been a quality one indeed! Ehe..

ITB held its 18^th Convocation for Intake 22 on the 16^th of May, 2009. A very last minute I must say, we were informed only a week earlier..i was expecting it to be on the 23^rd, but..yea, it turned out good at the end..ehe..coz I could never been happier to be around with my lovely classmates n loved ones. It’s mcm reunion all over again, to be wif all the lecturers, catching up stories wif the colleagues, ada yg bekraja udh, ada yg in the process of looking out for jobs n lastly, to be wif my other half...

I would never think that my graduation day would be so special..never expect dat someone special to be there wif me..beside my parents ofcourse..ehe..but he’s around..we r graduating together..taking pictures, enjoying the lovely, happy moments..i’m proud of him..and I thank Allah for all the good things that happen between us..we had been perfect together =)

And…this week is great as well..we do keep in touch everyday..n right now, i’m waiting for another DN moments this weekend..yeay..i really, really can’t wait my dear..

* for the graduation momento, u all can see them at my fb ayte =)

Truly his...Neesa

She cries today...

Just had a bad, rough day at work just now...and i think being so self-involved is totally full of damn crap! And yeah, i'm lashing all my dissapointment and anger thru driving after work..huhu..after i arrived at the tuition centre, i just stayed for a while in the car to calm and ease my mind...listening to songs..tried to call him just to hear his voice but i bet he's sleeping, so i msg a fren instead..hmm, will talk to her abt it tomorrow mrng at work, so had to go there earlier lah ni to spill out everything..miss my punching bag, he will know how to make me feel so much better..i want to stop all these..i think i'm gonna let everything go~i will let it go..i'm quitting..

Truly crushed...Neesa

The C word! ehe..

Convo or graduation nda lama lg ni eyh..ready dh kmu kmu semua?? Whehe..i juz bought a black shoe last Sunday n gonna pick up my baju kurung sometym this wk or next wk kali..it’s been 1 mnth dh in the production line, hope that it’s all ready by next wk..yeay..hmm..apa lg a, aku NERVOUS bh! Ehe..tp HAPPY coz I made it! Ada mental probs kali tu if ada yg nda happy dpt HND..ehe..n aku nervous coz HECAS result will be out at the end of this month, Insya Allah..so, yea..for those yg kn further studies tu, I’m sure dat u know n understand how much I worry and a lil bit kiasu abt my future path..hope ada rezeki nanti..AMIN, AMIN, AMIN… =)

Truly can't wait to hold my HND...Neesa

What's new?

So many things happen between the intervals..my Sara injured due to the other party mistake..huhu..cian, nda jua smpai sebulan, kana ‘katok’ tia dh..but now ia sexy dh balik..whehe..n malam td, I got a new green fren, alum plng ku bagi nama..biar tia dulu..but for sure, since ia green, so, ia bini2 lh tu..haha..apakn? msti kamu semua paning membaca post ku ni..layan ja bui~ kpalaku paning tym ani dh..mcm ada star ja kuar dri my head..tehee..luan overdose krja kali dh =P


But the unforgettable one would be the recent interview that I had last thurs with one of the local uni in Bndr..huhu..blur much..honestly, this is the blurrest interview that I had been so far..i dun evn dunno how to describe my whole experience at that tym..hopefully I managed to get thru coz I really, really can’t wait to hug a textbook again..ehe..n I’m sure this tym..it’s goona be buku2 yg tebal2 belaka..chewah..haha..i miss studying bnrnya..ehe..3 more mnths to go hatiqu, sabar ya! Nanti boleh blajar n nda pyh lg kn strez psal selfish2 person..at least strez psal assignment sja lai~ =)


Truly hope ada good news nanti!...Neesa

Tanpa…

Missing my blogging life. Hmm…actually, I had to do something at the mo..had assignments for next wk’s HR training which is due this Friday..it involves few preparations such as lots of paperworks n a presentation..huhu..felt trapped lately, kinda exhausted n dreadfully alone..mcm no one is there with me to give words of wisdom or kata2 semangat..it’s been 1 month n enough said, I miss his voice..

Stress ah lately..wif my work..mcm2 sja ulah org ni ku jmpa..f ku balas balik, mcm nda hormat plng usulnya, tp the more I kept it inside..hmm..i’m afraid in the end I’m gonna be a time bomb, juz waiting for the right time to explode..! Luckily I got someone at work that’s very close to me to whom I can relate wif regarding my current probs..i can say that we r facing the same probs jua lh..n due to all these, my work pun kdg2 pending psal I felt that no use jua if I’m juz doing the work n org lain yg dpt rewards! When it comes to finger pointing, lajuth nda mengakun..sapa jua yg kana..nada lain, aku jua..kepisan! hmm..i always believe in karma..so, kdg2 I dun want to burden my mind wif the non important person in my life..i dun even think they even worth my thought! Paning ja kpala memikirkan..hope dat person sadar n jgn kn makan gaji buta saja..u got to work to earn it..bru th halal..!

Typical attitude..nda dpt kn meliat org lain happy dlm membuat krja, ada2 saja kn dicari salah or kna suruh..kdg2 I dun really mind but there’s tym when I can get very tired doing work for 2 ppl ..ia jua krja diri kn dpikirkn, then krjanya lg..hmm..so, when I felt that I can’t take it anymore..i juz answer that particular person that I got work to do n sorry I can’t entertain u at the mo..huhu..i know I sounded ‘kasar’ but I had to do wat I had to do so that I dun suffer in the end..ergh..seriously ppl! I’m really pissed, better plng I’m doing double job wif double pay..tantu tu eyh, nda plng ku naleh..evn naleh pun, at least it’s gonna be soo worth it..

Truly being proactive...Neesa