Me...on the other side

Assalamualaikum & salam sejahtera ppl...

Actually I wanna upload some interesting pics that i had taken from my hstl's event tym last weekend, too bad it took longer time dat i expected so i had decided to upload it next tym sja...juz wait ayte...kan sabar itu indah :) agree?

After sembahyang berjemaah td, we had a meeting regarding the upcoming events...on 22nd, 23rd & 24th of Aug...on the 22nd, there will be a team-building workshop especially meant for the new hstlites...this is more of like a orientation for them...its gonna start early in the mrng, such as subuh prayer sma2, aerobics session, games for the whole day and ended at late night...i was appointed as one of the committee member wif Khaty and will be working along wif Amit of hstl boys...yg calinya ketua agong pun ikut orentasi jua ni..so, ehehe...it's gonna be so mch fun dpt kcau ko Zian*hinting kn tuang air arhmu*...jgn mare...

On the 23rd, as usual, hstl skali lg akan mengadakn gala nite...yeayy...and the theme for dat nyt wud be 'urban classic'...evr heard of it?? ehe...awu, like the theme for MRS nite...lgpun sve jua budget kn, the hstlites juz can 'mix n match' watevr they have in their closet...n we, seniors had requested them to make a performance for all of us...so, newbies...lawa2 a buat persembahan a2...i can't w8...ehe...hope it's gonna be so much fun mcm the previous gala nyt...semuanya sporting, evn wrdn n family...

On the 24th, the students from Sek. Vocasional Wasan gonna visit us for d 2nd tym within this yr...so, mcm biasa lh...gonna be ada friendly match n preparations like we did last week...they like us so mch dat they want to visit us again...ehe...sapa kata hstl SVNR nda siuk ah? sapa kata hstl SVNR nda cool? sapa kata hstl SVNR boring? As u can see for urself, more n more ppl r coming to take a closer look at our hstl here...which is soo definitely meant dat we are one of the best...the outsiders pun alwez dtg to have a friendly netball match wif us...i juz choose to keep quiet wen others ckp yg hstlites SVNR ani ada yg gauk tia n other stuffs dat i dun want to mention here...well, its hard to change the perception of others coz we as humans hv different personalities n behaviours which lead to different judgements or opinions on certain things...why i choose to juz keep quiet? coz it's better not to interfere or trying to convince them in the 1st place as they never experienced the whole thing...they never experienced living here...so, i juz keep on reminding myself...why do i even hv to bother? it makes no harm asal kmi nda kacau org sudah...i juz glad to know all the ppl here n had them as my frens n families...thanks hstlites!!! *winks*

After explaining abt the 3 consecutive evnts that are gonna take place within 3 dys, wrdn announced untuk membubarkn lists of hstl's prefects n replaced them wif the new ppl..which means yg the one yg msuk before the new hstlites ni will get their chance to become hstl prefect...i evr told u guyz yg i was appointed as the PRO of ITB in my previous post, which means the public relation officer...kinda mcm handle the new ppls yg kn msuk hstl, inquire them if ada any faulty parts or brg in their rooms n to notify wrdn immediately...basically it's more of like educating the new ITBians n others on wat SVNR hstl has to offer...namanya pun jua PR...ekeke...but tak sangka, i was being given a new post juz now...as apa nh? *drumrolls plz* "C Neesa...ko jd Penolong Ketua Agong ah...kalau c Zian ada apa2 hal...or f ia ada kn minta tolong or anything, u take over..."nya wrdn...huhu...such a post...dpt ka nda ni nanti a...since this is my final yr dITB...Insya Allah...i try my very best... >_<

Starting last week...i've been trying to talk less and observe or concentrate more in class, either during lectures or tutorials...ada yg smpai tnya, ok ko nis? ehe...juz replied her wif a smile instead, bukan nda mau bcakap, nganya nda tau apa kn to talk abt, lgpun at the same tym, my mind alwez thinking abt sumthing else...assignments...worrying abt my finals which are coming very soon...n i had been feeling incomplete nowadays...as of today, our exams was scheduled to start on the week of Nov, 17th...3 more months in counting! Darn...honeymoon tym is definitely way over n now is the time to be serious n concentrate more in claz...no more kusut-ing or wat so evr...ehe...wish there's an angel on my shoulder and making sure that i'm alright...my guardian angel...where r u hiding?

On monday, it was raining tym kn balik frm ITB, n i was like hmm..ujan turun, meaning no netball, can hv my rest before having dinner at the hstl...it's raining which means there must be someone out there who's very sad at that moment (i alwez keep tinking catu all the tym since f dlm mvie, dun u realised yg the bad or sad moments always being accompanied by rains or thunders...kn?kn?) hmm...n one of my classmate overheard wat i had juz said n replied...ko kali nisa yg sedih ni...napa ko? *buat muka confused* I replied him...what's the weather got to do wif me? ehe...kira kn elak lh...then, i juz walked past him...deep down, no one know how do i actually felt on dat very moment...what i've been thru lately had made me not being me...ergh...i hate it wen i had these mood swings!!!

Truly feeling 'LOST' somehow...Neesa