Moneh talks

Seriously, I miss him so badly right now..i wish that he called just to say a few words..huhu..can’t really wait if he’s coming over to my house this coming Sunday..and if he did, I’m gonna be thrilled..ehe..but, yea, the plan is still blurry as of now..i’m totally fine with it if he nda belaku coz I know he can be busy as Menteri sometimes..eheh..kn bjumpa pun, hv to make appoinment with his so-called secretary first.. =P

Today, I’m virtually happy coz I saw the virtual money..haha..nada bah..surut2 tym ni especially to the graduating ITB students, for example, myself..if kedapatan duit..alangkah gumbira rasanya~*clap2*..ehe.. kamu pun jua kn..nda ja? Jaa~ ehe..the money problems that I had been currently having will be Insya Allah settled within a few weeks I hope! Huhu..my 1st wish list would be celebrating mama’s b’day yg supposedly gonna be tomorrow!!, treat the family for a b’day dinner perhaps and buy nice present for her..she’s been hinting me for weeks abt her b’day..haha..aku, biasalh..just buat muka senyum sja coz nada usin..whehe..

So, once my saving account had been top-up by the relevant authority (chewah..sapa tu a?) haha..then, i can spent some for her jua lh n Anie pun memajal minta her shares due to her excellent results tym O-level..huhu..so, I guess the money will be running out very the fast..ehe..due to membayar my pending promises..i’m not complaining, but happy indeed to share my hardly earned income with the rest of the family..lgpun my family is just a small one n I had no troubles sharing it with them, especially Naim.my gauk bro..he wanted a new action figure, mybe a Transformer (nda ku merati the way he explained to me..huhu) n an Ultraman baru..kn panuh ja bilik oleh brg2 mainan nya ani =)

My work kinda tiring lately coz bukan psal bnyk krja, tp psal nada krja..huhu..nya my colleague, skalinya bnyk krja, it's gonna be piling up brabisly but if langsung nada, we r so gonna be bored due to no work available..so, she was suggesting me to prepare saja wat need to be done beforehand so that once it's the crashing or rushing time, i won't be so stressful with the workload..so yea, i'm juz enjoying my moments of freedom for a while coz once it's all gone, i'm soo gonna begging for it..haha..atu labih!! ehe..

The hectic time are usually the month end till the 2nd week of every mnth, now aku stess free..juz stress psal anak2 murid kesayangan sja ni, ada tia nda mau tuition, ada tia penyakit M, ada tia pura2 damam..mcm2 sja ulah kanak2 masa ani ni..nda mcm kmi dulu2..eheh..cana kn kitani dulu? sama jua gauknya..ehe..aku murid baik kali a dulu2.. =P *perasan ku ah*

Truly saying that HE is my wonderful world..Neesa

Sweet one

I'm unwell lately..n i had the worst day yesterday..all the paning, damam n cold at the same tym..huhu..n to make it worst, i didn't take any breakfast or lunch...after work then i ate n head trus to the tuition centre and taught till 9pm..huhu..OMG! kepisan rasanya..this is the first tym ever that i slept at 11pm..nda ku tahan lg..the pain is really, really out of words..after tuition, i ate cornflakes n medicine..then, off to bed~

I miss him now..he alwez took good care of me whenever i fell sick at Bndr, he bwa me to clinic n reminded me to take my medicine n to eat my meals accordingly..n deep down i glad that he did..it showed that he do care about my well being..n dat's wat really important to me..his thought towards me everytime, everywhere.. =)

N yea, f YOU reading this..whenevr i damam, i alwez remember that 1 precious n special thing that i did at the traffic light otw to my hstl..u still remember? I heart U luvve..

Truly missing u...Neesa

Dated!

I dated with my dynie-ness last sunday...wow...everything are just getting better and better between us...i felt special when he's by my side...he treat me good...n the moments are beyond my vocabulary...

I want to create a word which decribes the moments that i experienced wif him yesterday...perkataan baru yg benar2 bisa menjelaskan apa yg Neesa rasakan...satu kata yg di atas 'Sayang', di atas kata 'Cinta', satu kata yg etinya lebih dari semua kata yg pernah ada...kerna...kata 'Cinta' langsung tidak cukup untuk mewakili apa yg benar2 Neesa rasakn kemarin...i'm blessed to own his kind heart...

Truly loving him...Neesa

25 reasons why guys like girls...

1. They will always smell good even if it’s just shampoo
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder
   
3. How cute they look when they sleep
   
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world
6. How cute they are when they eat
   
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worthwhile
8. Because they are always warm even when it’s minus 30 outside
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
11. How cute they are when they argue
12. The way her hand always finds yours
13. The way they smile
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight
15. The way she says 'let’s not fight anymore' even though you know that an hour later...
16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them
17. The way they kiss you when you say 'I love you'
18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
    
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!
23. The way they say 'I miss you'
24. The way you miss them
25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore...Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.

p/s: Will any of u guys who r reading these justify them to me?? true kn ni? do comment in my chat box ayte.. =)


Truly curious...Neesa

MMHA

I H E A R T U...

Truly his...Neesa

Updated version of me

Good evening everyone!!! I knew that there’s a lot of ppl at this tym relaxing n enjoying their days since Monday is public holls in Brunei sempena Maulidur Rasul. Sapa yg nda krja esk means that they gonna hv 3 days off…siuk jua kamu a~ ehe…I’m gonna be working esk tp half day sja, till 11am n in the afternoon, I’m gonna be off to bndar since I have tuition class from 5 till 9pm…then, I’m gonna be off from work n class till Monday…yeay!!! Ehe~semangat banar kn cuti a…owh well, I deserve it…whehe..as I said, I will be tdur sja for those 2 days..haha..majal th banar! ari Selasa pagi, bruth u guys wake me up keh…nada bh~ as of today, the plan for Sunday is not cnfirm yet, but if it do, I’m gonna be at bndr on Sunday…outing wif my frens…Insya Allah, if nda jd, I’m gonna be at KB then, jd potato couch..ehe…I miss spending my time at home n juz do nothing, kalau boring pun, mybe I should off to gym sja nanti..ehe..i’ll wait n see how things goes.. =))

Owh yea…back to my past, I owe u guys my stories ryte? Ehe..so here goes..ehem2..

I started working part-time beginning Feb in Bndr as a tuition teacher…taught 3 subjects n used to commute from KB 3 days a week, but since I got a full tym job at Seria now, I reschedule the class n now I juz need to commute on Saturday n Monday only..at least, nda berapa tiring berabis…ehe..i never thought that I’m gonna be teaching honestly, I used to reject the course offered to me nearly 3 yrs ago from 1 local university in relevance to teaching, it’s not that I hate it..it’s juz that I dun tink that I have the ‘edge’ to teach the younger generations…it’s a big responsibility to bear…white flag! But now, like ppl said, tak kenal, maka tak cinta ryte? I tink I began to like the job n the responsibility that comes with it…payah at first but I gradually taking it slow n steady~~ chewah..ehe..

Middle Feb, I were asked to go for 2 interviews within a day..one in the morning, n the other one was in the afternoon..fiuh..n I’m so happy that I ace the interviews n I got both jobs within one day!!! Ehe..so overwhelmed with the offers, the first person I told is MMHA…I msg him abt the gud news, then bruth I told my dad…he didn’t know abt it till I reached home, he nvr expected that I got the answer on the same day…so, yea…rezeki, evn the post offered is nothing to do or evn close wif my line of study..ehe..i’m just being thankful to Allah for being so nice to me..ehe..

Abt the other job, I was offered to become a tuition teacher at my home town, so I discussed wif the boss regarding my schedule of teaching in Bndr n working full time…he agreed for me to teach after work during weekdays only for 2 subjects…so, everything was settled n off I go becoming a teacher in KB the next week nya…ehe…I started working full time in Seria right after National Day ari2, I found the environment in my dept is very quiet n the people are very helpful in teaching me a lot of stuff…so, as of now..i’m in the process of adjusting myself wif my assigned tasks n responsibilities towards my own dept…ehe

Wondering where I work now? Ehe…I’m now the employee of MGCSB , or better known as MASHHOR, as a Technical Assistant (TA) of QHSSE (Quality, Health, Security, Safety Environment)dept. Totally, out of my qualification as a Business and Finance (Management) student…but I took the job due to my curiosity n opportunity to learn n explore more on the unknown areas~chewah…at least, I’m learning something different kan…infact, it’s actually related to my unit dulu, under HRM..i tink I like the dept oredi…ehe..evn the post technical asst sound kewl to me oredi…eheh… =P

I sent my HECAS already last week…I really, really, really hope that I could get my 1^st choice of programme…honestly, it’s my 2^nd ambition tu after mau jd doctor tym dulu2..haha…but since I didn’t take History tym O level, they said I can’t ambil that programme...in the end, I opt for Business n Finance sja since I like numbers n everything related to Commerce as well…insya Allah if ada rezeki, I won’t mind to wait for another 4 yrs so that I could get my degree…my parents pun totally agreed wif it n had actually convinced me to take up dat particular programme over Business-related programme…owh well, now I juz had to wait n see for the outcomes which I understood will be out late May. If nada rezeki for my 1^st choice, I will be continuing the Business-related programme..ehe..no harm , at least I’m trying my luck…mana lah tau the lady luck is on my side..d name of my 1^st choice? Aceler~ f aku dpt, ada ku gto tu nanti k..whehe~ doakan sja…

So yea…now the life is busy wif juggling 3 jobs at one time…i did all of these coz I had plans of doing something really, really big this year!!! Curious ppl?? I did!!! Ehehe..can’t wait for those to come true, hope jadi th nanti my plans ni…Insya Allah…more abt me on the next post ayte…till now, I love kamu =P

Truly MMHA's...Neesa

What KhairunnisaNapre Means =)

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.
Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.
Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

p/s: Owh well…nda ku tau whether the whole meaning are true or not…yg ku tau, my name dlm bahasa arab, meaningnya 'sebaik-baik wanita'…atu cnfirm plng lurus tu...kn, kn, kn? *buat muka innocent skajap* ehe =)

Truly...Neesa

Neesa November Project!

I' m working on a big project ryte now...not office-related or any assignments n stuff...it's my very own project that had been initiated by my very self...it's kinda testing my own skills n creativity...it had pushed me to my maximum limits...ehe... can't wait till the day that it will be finished coz i reallyy nda sabar kan show it to the VIP in my life! *winks* It's very important for me as well since the project had a sentimental value towards me n it had meant so much in my life...

Truly feeling inspired by him...Neesa

Snap!

I'm currently in the office right now...supposedly lunch break tym ani but i dun go out for lunch here...malas guwe, lgpun juz one-hour sja, by the time smpai rumah, makan...nda lama lapas tu..rushing kn k office lg, so yea, beside alum lg luan attach wif the ppl arnd here...my dept is not exactly at the main office, so...i just can mingle wif my dept sja lh...they are nice n frenly ppl though...ehe..but rh the main office, there's a lot of ppl my age...nganya nda kn aku kn spent most of my time there rather than my actual working place...ryte? ehe...ok, luahan rasa skjap td a..juz wanna share a bit of myself wif all the bloggers today..fiuh~ dat's a relief! ehe...

I owe u guys a lot of stories!!! I miss blogging brabis-ly!!! huhu...hope that i could just find the time mlm ani to juz blog, blog n blog...btw, lately my life hectic brabis! It's like only few hrs sja i managed to talk, sit n eat wif my family...then, i'm off to bed..kengalihan..huhu...the next day, awl bngn n off to work...after work, continue wif the tuition class, plng ahir pun up till 9pm...kdg2 finish earlier plng, depends on the classes itself...u guys can juz see that i dun hv time juz to relax, online or even blogging! The only time where i'm free from work n class is on SUNDAY n public holls! ehe..yeayy~i really can't wait for the upcoming sunday n monday...at least ada 2 days off...i tink i want to sleep the whole 2 days sja eyh..haha...kepisan! =P

K guys...more updates on me soon yea..juz stay tune..owh yea, Dynie n I went out last sunday after 1 month nda bjumpa..huhu..both of us pun kinda bz jua...to be exact, i spent 12 sweet hours wif him last weekend...ehe..i'm missing him already from here...how i wish Bandar n KB is juz few minutes away...whehe...

Truly content...Neesa