This post especially goes out to no other than, my significant other...
i just wanna tell you this...
I wanna thank you for loving me as much as i do, I wanna thank you for treating me so well, that i simply couldn't ask for more, I wanna let you know that i appreciate every single thing that u've done for me, I wanna thank you for spending time with me for the whole week, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you & Thank you, hon =)
If i had the whole world to write on to express how much I love you, i'm sure it wouldn't all fit..
And another thing that you should know,
Tomorrow is gonna been 11 wonderous months already, Many more months and years to come for us both, Insya Allah... And ohh, we're just 1 month away to our 1st year, kn? can't wait for it! whehe...
All my 2.5 yrs of life will be determined by a series of assessments dat we all called EXAMS...alum lg ku ready bui bui~huhu...about 3 wks from now, i will be having my EXAM FEVER...i still remember i will always be damam-ing evrytym i'm having a life changing moments or something important in my life...it can be a cold, damam or sore throat...msti ada2 sja tu...nda pndai miss...some say bcoz u worry too much, ada ckp coz nda cukup rehat or tidur...dat's why i ended up like that...hmm...i'm a type of person dat worry 'a little bit too much' n it will gradually affecting my health condition...i will skip evrything evn my meals when something BIG happens, like exams, orals or presentations...when all are officially over, then i will feel hungry right after that...kira sanang ati th tu dat it was all over...my mum always tagur this attitude of mine coz she said that it's not healthy after all...n yea, i admit that i'm officially the person who always did my work on the very last minute...i tried to plan n do things earlier but...dat's will not juz be me...so, i had to accept the fact that i'm the last minute type of person, but i will try to improve on my habits by studying n revising earlier for my exams....hmm...22 more days to go n yet, i'm still haven't started my revisions yet *kira last minjua tu dh!* panat...my oh my... -_-"
Scrumptious Cakes, Kek Roll & Tapak Kuda @ Wrdn's crib
The Girls
Khaty, Leena, Sur & Mitch
Khaty, Sur, Leena & Me
Penuntut Asrama Puteri SVNR
Penuntut Asrama Putera SVNR
Penuntut Asrama Putera SVNR & Ka Bibi
Penuntut Asrama Puteri SVNR & Ka Bibi
Us...
Zian, Me & CTO @ Wrdn's
The rest of d girls...
All the girls were invited for raya-ing at Wrdn's crib on Monday afternoon, Oct, 13th . All d Itb-ians kn kesana since kmi alum g beraya rh wrdn, the rest had been there the previous week before since their school re-opened earlier by 1 wk than us. But, yea...durng pun ikut beraya lg sekali...ehe...it was raining n we got no netball practise dat afternoon, so join sja lh trus...Wrdn cooked spaghetti n Butter Milk Chicken for all of us...they were delicious! Thanks Wrdn...ehe...
The next day, some boys n girls occupants of Hstl SVNR agreed to convoy-ing rh babu n kaka...5 cars altogether, we started at 7.30 pm and ended around 10 pm. Skali-skala jln sma durng...turned out not so bad at all *winks* , although we're from different backgrounds...we still managed to stay 'gila-gila' n 'gauks' sma2...eheh...and babu pun cooked something special for us dat night...langkah kanan bnr...c amid punya krja tu...*tau ku tu*
"Brunei now has another university. His Majesty the Sultan and Yang Di-Pertuan of Brunei Darussalam revealed that Brunei's Institute of Technology, "Institute Technology Brunei" (ITB), has been officially upgraded to university status. The educational institute will, however, retain its old name."
p/s: Thanks for His Majesty for the upgrading of ITB to university. There will be more degree courses available in yr 2009. Something that i will look forward to, Insya Allah.
Did u guys ever encounter a moment when u want ur other half to say the things that u actually want instead of u telling him/her wat u want...kiranya u want him/her to speak for urself...having the initiatives to headstart instead of u sja yg step up...well, there's nothing wrong plng if u're always the one yg step up, but once in a while (or once in a blue moon...eheh), it's great n nice to see someone else did it instead of u all the time...kn? kn? *winks*
Last nyte, in the car, when he was about to sent me home, it was confusing brabis...we keep on talking the same thing over n over again on wat r we supposed to head the day after which is today...i'll keep on saying it's up to him n dat i duno wat else we're supposed to go or do...actually, in my mind at that particular tym, i wanna catch a movie since it's been a while we didn't watch mvie sma2...but i was hoping he's gonna ask me 1st, n for sure a definite YES would be the ans to it..somehow both of us keep on hitting around the bushes instead of juz being straight wif each other...haha...lastly,apa nh! U wanna watch a mvie kh? he said. I replied, mau...skalinya the car was full of our laughters...i really can't help it..mcm dri td we keep on saying n keep on saying, cna ni? cna th ni? In the end...we actually know wat we want..nganya both of us reluctant to say or giving our own opinion...seriously, i cudn't stop smiling n laughing in the car...n so did he!
I dun know his intention...izit sja kn tease me or it juz so happen spontaneously, coz he's been doing that since afternoon till dat nyte...i dun mind actually, but thing really got out of hand dat nyte, mcm surang2 pun blur duno wat to say to each other...i had been recalling 'the moment' up till now, come to think of it, it will evntually put a smile on my face...wat a happiness, truly happy as per adanya dia...n i still do till now...
This week had been the wonderous of all compared to few months back...i got to spend my day , infact almost everyday wif dynie...what more cud i ask for? ehe...suka banget! We juz had the chance to visit our frens n celebrate raya together yesterday...huhu...d 16th raya, i dun mind the lateness asal it's still raya n ppl r still celebrating it ryte...my first raya wif my other half (another first tym moment for me, a must add-on to my 'first time' list later ni...ehe). We went to Kerol's crib at Lumapas n Amal's at Mata-Mata...then, we headed to another destination before he sent me home.
And yea, i'm looking forward for later as well...we gonna go out later for raya n a movie session...ehe...aren't life are getting better these days huh? I'm so loving it...juz enjoying my moment for a while before the exam season gonna strike me within 3 wks from now...huhu...and for the record, MMHA, W7 and dynie is the same person k guys...i'm not dating 3 individual persons at the same tym...huhu...atu kepisan th bnar! *jauh palis* :P
It's been a while I didn't blog...unexpected things happened but hey...i'm definitely back! ehe...was back to KB for the raya holls n to tell u the truth, my raya is not as enjoyful as i thought it wud be, i was hoping it's gonna be at least much better than last year since i got to work and all that...but, guess wat? Mcm sama ja even though ada cuti 2 wks...erm...myb psal ada 2 assignments to be handed in when ITB reopens...dat's why...i juz realised my cribs r not as big as the rest of the families that i had known...in Brunei, i counted it cud be least than 20 families sja, or it cud be less than 10! huhu...in Bandar, i juz had my aunt's family, my dad's sis who live in Lambak...the rest r evenly distributed in KB and Miri...msuk trus geography ku...eheh...
In Miri, i dun actually know the families quite well except for the cuzzies n cloz relatives ja...yg the rest tu, i dun evn know how r they related in my family trees...i mean mama n babah keep on repeating the same things evry yr how r they related to us...kdg2 kn tym ku bsalam tu, i dun evn know kn panggil ami ka, ibu ka, nini ka, uncle ka, apa ka...huhu...juz to be safe, i juz smiled at them...cana th jua, mun nganya jumpa setahun skali, mana jua dpt the feel or aura of being a family atu...sometimes i'm wondering...will i be able to pay them a visit nanti alone n not to feel awkward abt it without my parents? coz seriously, i dun evn know apa kn d ckp sma durng, nasib jua i know how to speak n listen to bahasa Kuching (meow? bukan yg atu...ehe) at least tau jua ku apa yg durng kurapak kn...f not, i'll be so lost berabis-ly!
At home, my family communicated in bruneian n ckp Kuching jua...so, i dun find it hard to cope f the families from Sarawak come n pay us a visit...coz i felt confident dh wif the language...my parents taught us well...eheh...evn Naim now know how to speak the language, mcm cigunya pun heran, tp she understood the language plng since she's a Malaysian...she did ask my dad kmi d rumah ckp apa? My dad answered her that we mixed, sumtym ckp Brunei n Kuching jua...tp nya guys, u will be astonished to hear f c Naim ckp...he's using the standard malays n bahasa semenanjung jua...eheh..i guess he's learning all those from the TV n stuff...semua tu ketawa mendangar ia bcakap...mcm pandai usulnya...belabih th bnar...
N btw, better late than nvr kn...i would like to wish my families, MMHA & friends"SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN". I'm blessed that i got to experience raya again this year...No raya pics so far...will post them later, Insya Allah.
"Every perfection in mine comes from the Almighty and the wrongdoings come from the imperfect me"
Sia-sia pun...all looks tempting...huhu... *kes nada kraja tp kn mencari kraja, saye pun telah meng-explore the old pics in my Darrel* n this is the end results... *kweng 3*
What normally lingers in ur mind when u're keep thinking of a particular person?
Was the person actually worth ur thought?
Wat makes the person so 'special' that u keep thinking of the person all the time?
Kawan jua kali sja...but why ur heart beats faster when both of u gonna meet?
Just another friend ryte...but why u feel happy berabis when u was next to him?
Hanya kawan...but why u become speechless, what u intended to say in the first place is not exactly the same as what comes out from ur mouth?
Or maybe u are the one that had gone nuts or crazy?
Mcm tah nada hal lain yg kn dpikirkn?
But...still, u can't control ur mind ryte...
As if all the systems in ur body revolves or pointing towards this person...
Angau kali dh atau u're just being plain obsessive?
Can u actually tell the difference of love and the desire of having someone?
For me...there's only 1 thin line that separates both of them
Some ppl can't even differentiates them...
To love doesn't mean u got to have them
It also means letting them go..just to pursue their own happiness
To see the person u love happy is the greatest love of all...
It takes courage, being brave n sincere
I can't really do it...just not yet...
I can't afford of losing someone...again...
What am i supposed to do now?
To play safe or just go with the flow?
To juz let my heart unbend or shut the door so that i won't get hurt?
Hmm...
I found these when i'm doing spring cleaning at my room in KB...i was suprised to find it actually...wrote it last year, in October...during my attachment period...is it because love was already in the air back then? : )
Law Undergraduate. Future UNISSA, ex-ITB, SMSA, SMPJN PHAB, SRKB & St. John's. Green is my colour. Homey type, prefers spending my free time there. Treasure my family & close frenz. Can be a social deprived person sometimes. Hate to be forced to do something that i dislike...n i love to drive..ehe. One person i keep on mentioning here is MMHA. He's my source or focal point of happiness, sadness, laughter and strength...
