In my scrapbook

What normally lingers in ur mind when u're keep thinking of a particular person?

Was the person actually worth ur thought?

Wat makes the person so 'special' that u keep thinking of the person all the time?

Kawan jua kali sja...but why ur heart beats faster when both of u gonna meet?

Just another friend ryte...but why u feel happy berabis when u was next to him?

Hanya kawan...but why u become speechless, what u intended to say in the first place is not exactly the same as what comes out from ur mouth?

Or maybe u are the one that had gone nuts or crazy?

Mcm tah nada hal lain yg kn dpikirkn?

But...still, u can't control ur mind ryte...

As if all the systems in ur body revolves or pointing towards this person...

Angau kali dh atau u're just being plain obsessive?

Can u actually tell the difference of love and the desire of having someone?

For me...there's only 1 thin line that separates both of them

Some ppl can't even differentiates them...

To love doesn't mean u got to have them

It also means letting them go..just to pursue their own happiness

To see the person u love happy is the greatest love of all...

It takes courage, being brave n sincere

I can't really do it...just not yet...

I can't afford of losing someone...again...

What am i supposed to do now?

To play safe or just go with the flow?

To juz let my heart unbend or shut the door so that i won't get hurt?

Hmm...

I found these when i'm doing spring cleaning at my room in KB...i was suprised to find it actually...wrote it last year, in October...during my attachment period...is it because love was already in the air back then? : )


Truly...Neesa